Mort
No use to know one
- Feb 15, 2019
- 622
Well as the title says i am jealous at the moment. Let me tell you why sum mite find it odd sum mite get upset about it i apologise for those that do. Any i will soon be laying my farther to rest next week infact he passed away a few weeks back not from this bug tho . Any ways mixed up in the all the emotions you expect at this time they one i did not think would popped up thats right jealousy. I think its he got to pass away painlessly and peacefully and its not me who gone and getting berryed next week. Part of me wishes it was me but i all so know now that my father has passed i can not CTB as i am going to have to look after my mother. Can't leave her on her own now so looks like i got to stay in this shitty life a bit longer. May be when she's goes in 20 years or so i can go to but the thort of another 20 plus years of life. Dam i don't know how the hell i am going to do it well just have to say to my self I cant leve mother on her own just i hope its enuf to keep me going.