It makes me want to ctb whenever I read or listen to someone who claims to be happy. Anyone else feels the same? Makes me angry with myself and my suicidal desires increase.
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Despondent
Archangel
- Dec 20, 2019
- 6,777
I like seeing others happy. I don't want anyone to ever feel the same as me. If everyone was hurting deep down, I would be out of this life asap. That would be way too depressing for me tbh
Sinai Silence
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
- Jul 6, 2020
- 810
Although I feel jealous of other people's happiness I wouldn't wish my worse enemy to feel the emptiness I feel.
redbutterfly
Member
- Jul 31, 2020
- 40
im just sad i will never be happy and it looks so easy on others
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Warlock
- Jul 31, 2020
- 723
I am extremely sad to see other people, with friends, families, even on this site there are people who love and protect something, I never had and I will never have it, it makes me sadder
_Minsk
death: the cure for life
- Dec 9, 2019
- 1,142
it always reminds me on how much i lack happiness, its cruel being in this place and being reminded over and over again without feeling any power to actually be able to change anything..
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
It's quite a contrast to see people enjoying life in a consistent way, dining, having cocktails, swimming, traveling, laughing and joking with friends, and my life.
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