J in front of a train: too painful?

[ImALiability]

Hi guys.
I just want to know what do you think about this method.
I've been thinking for a while that this is the best way for me to CTB but i'm a little scared, to be honest.

 

[Jean4]

Personally, I am against train jumping. I don't want the passengers to be traumatized. Especially if there are children on board.

There is also a high suicide rates in conductors who hit someone.

 

[Dreamless Sleep]

Same as Jean. I personally feel like it's very traumatizing for the people who have to witness it. Also for people who hang from bridges or overpasses during rush hour etc.. There could be kids seeing that... but even if it's just adults I wouldn't ever want to subject people to years of therapy due to my choice of ctb.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Too random I have seen countless pictures and videos of people surviving for a while after being cut in half, train decapitation however would be a sure way and consistent way to go.

 

[Ghost2211]

I don't know if it would be painful but aside from the collateral damage it seems terrifying.

 

[hunthunt]

Theres a lot of stories and footage of people using trains being dismembered and cut in half perfectly conscious to suffer horific pain until they recibe assistance (in many they survive to a very painful life)

You couls cause alot of memtall issues to the train workerks and by passers, in some cases a kid can suffer a long life PTSD with tragic consequenses after witnessing stuff like that.

 

[Whitewash11235814]

Imagine being the conductor and living with the knowledge that you killed somebody right there and then and you might change your mind. Technically, if you look at it from a different perspective, another person is doing the killing...You don't want to involve people in your suicide attempt.

Train is one of the methods I considered for a while as well, but later on I decided its just too brutal and survival would inevitably lead to a serious injury, let alone the trauma the driver would most certainly sustain.