Method Ive scratched my old plan, i have a new one that may be easier and work better

[sweetsweetsuicide]

My previous plans were more difficult to carry out. I think this new one is perfect.

I'm going to collect atleast 50g of Yew tree leaves, crush them up and put them in a drink or food.
There are tons of yew trees in my country, so they are easily accessible! And it seems to be relatively fast acting. It's also great, because this method won't be as gruesome and traumatising for others. This is my peaceful way out.

The only downside to this is it will feel terrible for a few hours. I plan to take pain killers to make it slightly more pleasant though.
I know yew trees are very common in graveyards, so when I can ill go visit one and collect some leaves.

I don't know why but i feel so light and happy now. I finally have something I'm confident in, and I am certain this will be my way out. I feel like I can finally enjoy myself

 

[inbekween]

Good luck, if you ever need a friend during these times, my discord is open. (inbekween)