I've picked my date

[escapefromabuse]

The 11th because of its significance and at a location because of its significance. I'm positive I'll have plenty of time to ctb...it might be days before anyone looks there.

The SN is in the mail and I'm gathering the other necessary supplies. I'm debating the gel caps. I've seen other threads where caps were used. I think overcoming SI if it's an act as simple and natural as swallowing pills. Question is would they get here in time for the date?

I feel empty inside but ready for this. It's going to be a long couple weeks.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I recommend a pill tray for filling whatever size caps you ordered.

 

[Ghost2211]

Have a safe journey. Keep us posted.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I'm wondering if the date and location are meant to send a message.

Just addressing what was mentioned. No expectation of you to respond.

 

[TAW122]

I hope you are at peace when the date comes and best wishes.

 

[escapefromabuse]

I'm wondering if the date and location are meant to send a message.

Just addressing what was mentioned. No expectation of you to respond.

Partially maybe. But a statement to who? Myself? Her? The world? The date and location are reminders and remmants of a lot of things.

I would argue that the act of ctb under any circumstance is making a statement.

 

[AlreadyGone]

I hope everything works out for you. I try not to pick a date because I know that anything can happen within that time.

 

[ElMow]

Picking a date is something I'm working on now. Wishing you peace.

 

[randomz]

The 11th because of its significance and at a location because of its significance. I'm positive I'll have plenty of time to ctb...it might be days before anyone looks there.

The SN is in the mail and I'm gathering the other necessary supplies. I'm debating the gel caps. I've seen other threads where caps were used. I think overcoming SI if it's an act as simple and natural as swallowing pills. Question is would they get here in time for the date?

I feel empty inside but ready for this. It's going to be a long couple weeks.

You sound pretty determined to CTB. Do you want to explain your reasons for your desire? we are always here to help with whatever we can. :)

 

[escapefromabuse]

You sound pretty determined to CTB. Do you want to explain your reasons for your desire? we are always here to help with whatever we can. :)

Thanks. I've into it on other threads and that's just the tip of the iceberg. The last 10 have sucked and things have only been going downhill.

 

[Jean4]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Best of luck to you as the time passes.

Keep us posted if you like.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you the best … I hope you find peace.

 

[randomz]

Thanks. I've into it on other threads and that's just the tip of the iceberg. The last 10 have sucked and things have only been going downhill.

I hope things get better for you in the next days :)

 

[BasedGod]

I'm sorry that your life has led you to this, and I hope everything goes well for you. I might be gone by then so I wish us both the best of luck. See you on the other side!