Hard Christ
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- Feb 12, 2019
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I'm 22 and always thought things would get better or be different but its only gotten worse and i've only gotten worse anger and more thoughts and I'm still living at home and I don't have a job and I feel so retarded I don't know what to do. Sometimes I borrow my dads car and drive to nearby towns and just vent to myself because i don't trust any of my friends and I just scream a lot and punch the steering wheel and i've punched a small hole in my bathroom, that i've been hiding behind towels. I don't like people i don't feel like I like anyone even though I have IRL friends, they never talk to me and I never connect with them. I don't really care about hurting my family by leaving even though it's selfish everyday just feels worse and worse and I know it's not gonna get any better
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