Venting I've lost all hope.

[migimortis]

I don't even know what I'm hoping for anymore. I'll never be able to be happy like a regular person. Having my own house, spouse, family, friends, community, career... I've never had anything and never will. I don't know if I'd be happy even if I had it all. "It gets better". For me it only gets worse. I really have no future. It's over.