Discussion I've got a partner (possibly)

[LadyAlastor]

So my roommate might join me in a few days, interesting to say the least I'm not complaining kinda makes me happy really, however how can both of us do This and make sure both of us are finally free?
I'm not sure what method he wants to do.
Also seems a lil on the fence about it.
But me, I'm just about ready.

My body is aches, chest hurts, hands feel like pins and needles, very dry mouth, left kidney hurts, shortness of breath.
Dehydration or malnutrition it's one of them.

 

[Soulstax]

Maybe you both can take SN, him first, and you can observe and post results here before you do it.

 

[LadyAlastor]

Only got 48 hours and 40 bucks to my name. Where do I buy it?

 

[LadyAlastor]

Okay found it but they are in pellets, am I swallowing them?

 

[easywayout]

You want pure powdered sodium nitrite.

Doing it with someone else sounds risky, twice the chance of someone calling emergency services.

 

[LadyAlastor]

Is this meant to be painless or painful but 100 percent what we looking at here?

 

[easywayout]

You might get a stomach ache and then you'll gradually pass out. See stan's guide: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[enlightened_suicide]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/

Here is a lot of info you need, also welcome to the community!

 

[LadyAlastor]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/

Here is a lot of info you need, also welcome to the community!

Thank you love

Thank you love

Also can I buy the stuff at a store?

 

[waterbottleman]

I'm jealous, wish I had a ctb partner.

My plan is to have a stuffed animal as my ctb partner. Need to go buy a stuffed animal who I will hug when I drink my SN.

I don't know what they will do with my body, but I hope I get to stay with my stuffed animal friend when I'm dead whether that means being buried with it or both of us being turned to ashes together. I was never able to have a partner alive but I will make sure to have a partner when I die and am dead even if I know my "partner" is just a stuffed animal. Better to have an imaginary friend than no friend at all.

Yes if you can't tell, I'm a very lonely person. Lack of validation and Intimacy is a big reason why I don't want to live any more.

 

[Fragile]

this method is moderately painless and almost guaranteed if you do it exactly as in the guide by stan.

but apparently for most of the people in this forum who write from european and north american countries, the most difficult part is acquiring the other part of this method, metoclopramide, which is a controlled substance in those countries. but if you are in a latin american country, brazil and some parts of Asia, then you can easily get it over the counter.

SN is cheap and very easy to acquire, there are plenty of stores and online sellers who will give it yo you with absolutely no questions asked, getting meto involves a doctor or some online pharmacies that may not always sell it or ship it.


since you are doing it with a partner then i'd say that an OD on heroin or fentanyl, or poisoning with substances like SN are the ideal methods. some people find partners for methods like jumping, gunshot or hanging, and i really don't see how they can pull it. just imagine seeing your partner hanged or with half of their brain on the walls, that seems overly traumatic to me but each to their own.

 

[LadyAlastor]

I'm jealous, wish I had a ctb partner.

My plan is to have a stuffed animal as my ctb partner. Need to go buy a stuffed animal who I will hug when I drink my SN.

I don't know what they will do with my body, but I hope I get to stay with my stuffed animal friend when I'm dead whether that means being buried with it or both of us being turned to ashes together. I was never able to have a partner alive but I will make sure to have a partner when I die and am dead even if I know my "partner" is just a stuffed animal. Better to have an imaginary friend than no friend at all.

Yes if you can't tell, I'm a very lonely person. Lack of validation and Intimacy is a big reason why I don't want to live any more.

OI I FEEL YOU! I'M NOT GOING OUT WITH OUT MY ASRIEL BODYPILLOW. MY GOAT!

 

[waterbottleman]

OI I FEEL YOU! I'M NOT GOING OUT WITH OUT MY ASRIEL BODYPILLOW. MY GOAT!

Haha that's awesome.

Great minds think alike

 

[LadyAlastor]

Haha that's awesome.

Great minds think alike

Indeed, I advise you get a body pillow they are much more comforting imo

 

[enlightened_suicide]

I do also have to say make sure that you've done your proper planning and research though, try not to do it on impulse bc more often than not life likes to throw a few loops in there to throw the plan off. But if this what you decide then I hope all goes well. <3

 

[gracefulexit]

Okay found it but they are in pellets, am I swallowing them?

So my roommate might join me in a few days, interesting to say the least I'm not complaining kinda makes me happy really, however how can both of us do This and make sure both of us are finally free?
I'm not sure what method he wants to do.
Also seems a lil on the fence about it.
But me, I'm just about ready.

My body is aches, chest hurts, hands feel like pins and needles, very dry mouth, left kidney hurts, shortness of breath.
Dehydration or malnutrition it's one of them.

Btw , it's only 10 bucks

 

[LadyAlastor]

Btw , it's only 10 bucks

I can go to Walmart and get it
Update
Partner backed out
But will get my SN
So all is well.
Don't blame him tho.
Ain't even mad but will be pissed of he calls the ambulance.

 

[gracefulexit]

I can go to Walmart and get it

Walmart delievers. You can't pick it up. Plus it's the larger package which is more money

I can go to Walmart and get it
Update
Partner backed out
But will get my SN
So all is well.
Don't blame him tho.
Ain't even mad but will be pissed of he calls the ambulance.

About your partner backing out....
I think it'll be smart and safe to pretend that you are going to back out too. You never know if he get brainwashed by the" get help for your suicidal friend" bullshit....

Go to him as soon as you can because you never know what he/ she is thinking...

So my roommate might join me in a few days, interesting to say the least I'm not complaining kinda makes me happy really, however how can both of us do This and make sure both of us are finally free?
I'm not sure what method he wants to do.
Also seems a lil on the fence about it.
But me, I'm just about ready.

My body is aches, chest hurts, hands feel like pins and needles, very dry mouth, left kidney hurts, shortness of breath.
Dehydration or malnutrition it's one of them.

About your partner backing out....
I think it'll be smart and safe to pretend that you are going to back out too. You never know if he get brainwashed by the" get help for your suicidal friend" bullshit....

Go to him as soon as you can because you never know what he/ she is thinking..

 

[isthisnot1d3al]

Walmart delievers. You can't pick it up. Plus it's the larger package which is more money

About your partner backing out....
I think it'll be smart and safe to pretend that you are going to back out too. You never know if he get brainwashed by the" get help for your suicidal friend" bullshit....

Go to him as soon as you can because you never know what he/ she is thinking...

About your partner backing out....
I think it'll be smart and safe to pretend that you are going to back out too. You never know if he get brainwashed by the" get help for your suicidal friend" bullshit....

Go to him as soon as you can because you never know what he/ she is thinking..

Hey, this is Chara's partner. I'll just clarify that I'm definitely not backing out because I don't want to do it. The main reason is that I feel like if I do it now I'll have regrets that I didn't complete some things. Eventually, I will do it, just not at this time. However, I am still fully willing to help her in any ways needed. Believe me, I've had people call emergency services on me when I've attempted in the past and I would never do that to her. I fully believe that this it is her choice whether she wants to live or not, and I plan on supporting her to the very end. :)

 

[isthisnot1d3al]

Hey, this is Chara's partner. I'll just clarify that I'm definitely not backing out because I don't want to do it. The main reason is that I feel like if I do it now I'll have regrets that I didn't complete some things. Eventually, I will do it, just not at this time. However, I am still fully willing to help her in any ways needed. Believe me, I've had people call emergency services on me when I've attempted in the past and I would never do that to her. I fully believe that this it is her choice whether she wants to live or not, and I plan on supporting her to the very end. :)

I'm making a full thread for this as well, but I thought I'd better update you here too.

So we attempted the tourniquet method last night and it didn't work, and then she was scheduled to meet with her social worker today. I guess she must have been able to tell because she sent Chara to a psych ward at least until Monday. Hopefully this works itself out, but I'll keep y'all updated as much as possible.

 

[SinisterKid]

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