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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
467
Does anyone want to know what death is like?
Feel free to ask questions and I'll answer all of them .
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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It is actually impossible to experience death, because there is literally nothing there to experience
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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No one who has actually died can tell anyone else what death is like. Near death and actual death are not synonymous.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
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Does anyone want to know what death is like?
Feel free to ask questions and I'll answer all of them .
Would you like to give us a description of your experiences. I am very interested.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,305
one moment you're aware and alive and then the next moment it's as if you never existed in the first place forever . 1 micro second After my brain dies there is no me anymore for all eternity. it's as if i and the universe never existed in the first place. we all are going to die anyway no matter what happens.

the more you study brain cells which are the same in every species from insects to animals to humans . and the brains which are the shapes the lego peices form ( the lego peices are the brain cells neurons) in all mammals are virtually identical. an individual brain cell is identical in every species , fly mouse human etc. and the brains of all mammals are very similar ,for example a mouse has 6 cortical colummns as a human does. is a fly a mouse that smart or important or different from a human ? not imo

you and the universe exist only as multiple models in your brain. the models are represented in the weights and connections in neural networks in your brain very similar to other animals and even similar to ai.

the 1000 brains theory explains it .


conscoiusness is only a model of the brain's attention, what the brain is paying attention to .


non-existence forever is not a bad thing for the organism that has died.

if the animal was suffering extremely then eternal non-existence is escape from suffering.

permanent non-existence is the best thing to me because one cannot suffer extremely if you don't exist. so non-existence forever is the only perfection , the only guarantee of never suffering so bad that it's a trillion times worse than the worst you can imagine : how is that not the ultimate bliss ?

eternal non-existence , non-existence forever is the only perfection the ultimate bliss.....
 
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3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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What were the circumstances and what were the moments leading up to your "death" or near death like? was there anything particularly note worthy or was it just a slipping out of consciousness?
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
467
It is actually impossible to experience death, because there is literally nothing there to experience
It would count as a experience if you get brought back .
No one who has actually died can tell anyone else what death is like. Near death and actual death are not synonymous.
I suppose that is true
Would you like to give us a description of your experiences. I am very interested.
I've flatlined twice , both times I overdosed .
I remember experiencing myself leave my body , it was euphoric but also very painful.
it was like one second I'm dying the next it's like like I skipped a portion of time . It was nothingness.
What were the circumstances and what were the moments leading up to your "death" or near death like? was there anything particularly note worthy or was it just a slipping out of consciousness?
My ex boyfriend took his life a week before and I was overdoseding on benadryl. At one point I just decided fuck it I'm going to take 3000mg and the experience was absolute hell.
The seizures did damage to my brain , I still have moments where I can tell that my brain isn't working properly.
I was told that i was lucky , because i could've ended up brain dead.

When I flatlined , it was like I fast forward to waking up . One second I'm seizing the next I'm experiencing the worst pain I've ever experienced.

The second time I was extremely drunk and I took over 2000mg of thc, which is apparently seizure inducing . I wasnt doing well at the time and i just wanted to get as high as possible. I ended up calling for help when my brain started feeling like i had been hit by a truck and when the EMTs arrived I fell and started having back to back seizures until I just stopped. I was given CPR and shocked back to life on the walkway to where I live.
The experience was similar to the first time except I saw myself floating away from my body ,and something in me grabbed me and pulled me back in . It was a really weird experience.
What were the circumstances and what were the moments leading up to your "death" or near death like? was there anything particularly note worthy or was it just a slipping out of consciousness?
My ex boyfriend took his life a week before and I was overdoseding on benadryl. At one point I just decided fuck it I'm going to take 3000mg and the experience was absolute hell.
The seizures did damage to my brain , I still have moments where I can tell that my brain isn't working properly.
I was told that i was lucky , because i could've ended up brain dead.

When I flatlined , it was like I fast forward to waking up . One second I'm seizing the next I'm experiencing the worst pain I've ever experienced.

The second time I was extremely drunk and I took over 2000mg of thc, which is apparently seizure inducing . I wasnt doing well at the time and i just wanted to get as high as possible. I ended up calling for help when my brain started feeling like i had been hit by a truck and when the EMTs arrived I fell and started having back to back seizures until I just stopped. I was given CPR and shocked back to life on the walkway to where I live.
The experience was similar to the first time except I saw myself floating away from my body ,and something in me grabbed me and pulled me back in . It was a really weird experience.
"i died but I lived"
hehehe
Exactly 😅
 
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bankai

bankai

Wizard
Mar 16, 2025
653
Both the times that you flatlined, was it because you were saved by the doctors that you escaped death? So if you weren't found by anyone, it would have been successful?May I ask what you used and how much?
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
467
Both the times that you flatlined, was it because you were saved by the doctors that you escaped death? So if you weren't found by anyone, it would have been successful?May I ask what you used and how much?
I would be dead if I didn't go to the hospital both times. I used 3000mg of benadryl for one attempt and I drank a whole bottle of vodka mixed with 4 energy drinks and 2000mg of thc.
I have heart issues and I have brain damage now so I wouldn't ever recommend what I did .
 
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