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Ctb stands for "catching the bus" its this site's slang term for comitting suicide.
It's currently the only goal for me as well, but my lack of energy due to my body and mind giving up on life so rapidly along with depression, makes it hard to actually do anything right now. Feels like I can barely move.
i see, thank you
I think it's a hangover from earlier forms of the site. People would try and avoid using the actual word to attempt to draw less attention to the site.
It's a term that goes back to a time before many people here were even born. Contemplating suicide was likened to waiting at a bus stop and going through with it was likened to catching said bas. Some people may think it it trivializes something gravely serious but I strangely appreciate it as some sort of "cultural heritage" passed down in an unbroken manner.
Im making it my goal because its something Im trying to work towards. I dont want to try anymore, hence why my goal is to no longer be able to try. Could you pm me what sources of SN you found? Im having trouble finding one
