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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
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Tomorrow will be the day. Everything has finally come crashing down to the point that I have the motivation to go again. I have my sn, ibuprofen and benzos ready. No AE but I've always had a strong stomach and think I'll have the will to consume the second glass if I spit it up. Don't know if I'll be posting before I go again but I'd like to thank this forum for being around. Contrary to what outsiders choose to believe there is plenty of opportunity and support on this forum to help people recover. Some of us are just unsalvageable. To everyone out their struggling I hope you find your peace. Whether you ctb or recover I truly hope you find the sense of peace we are all looking for.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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I wish you peace for eternity OP and hoping it all works out in your end.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,896
I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

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Nov 9, 2023
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I hope you find the peace you need <3
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,317
Good luck!! I hope you find peace!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
I wish you a smooth and painless journey. Hope you find the peace you are searching for ❤️
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Best wishes.
 
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CloudyNightSky

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Oct 28, 2023
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I hope everything goes smoothly and you don't have to suffer a lot of pain. Good luck
 
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grahf

Broken English from Indonesia
Mar 3, 2024
140
Good luck, I hope you find your peace
 
cheese.out

cheese.out

Why am I still here
Jul 25, 2023
202
Hey I saw that you where online today. I hope you are okay and didnt have any dreaful experience after attempting with sn❤️
 
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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
73
Hey I saw that you where online today. I hope you are okay and didnt have any dreaful experience after attempting with sn❤️
No still here unfortunately. Roommate moved out Friday and I just found a home for my pet. I couldn't bring myself to do it knowing that wasn't resolved. I'm much more at peace now so I'm thinking tomorrow night.
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
No still here unfortunately. Roommate moved out Friday and I just found a home for my pet. I couldn't bring myself to do it knowing that wasn't resolved. I'm much more at peace now so I'm thinking tomorrow night.
Are you still here? Will you be documenting your process?