I'm on year 5 of 7 for probation for forgery and embezzlement from a previous employer. I lasted until about 2 years ago before doing it again. I'm terrible with money and am now about 3-4 months from being caught and found out. I didn't do it either time for excessive spending, vacations, or personal enrichment. I feel like I never make enough and constantly disappoint my family when we can't afford something. It's up to about $90k this time ($200k last time), and I'll be found out when the business files its taxes next spring. I'll get popped and sent to prison, but if I CTB now, I won't have to do it. I'm not strong enough to go through it all again, and I can't be here to see my family's disappointment.
Just wanted to write this and get it off my chest. Will wait until the holidays are over then probably jumping in January.
Just wanted to write this and get it off my chest. Will wait until the holidays are over then probably jumping in January.
