CrazyDiamond04
Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
- May 8, 2023
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Recently, I've been pushing myself to become more involved in my life. I'm in the process of being hired as a teaching assistant-like position for a history class and a psychology class that I've taken in the past. I'm also hoping to get involved with behaviorism research since it's related to my major and it'll give me research experience alongside the possibility of scholarship money. Lastly, I've been thinking of joining the university's honor program too. I'm still kinda on the fence about this but the director has encouraged me to join so I feel kinda guilty just leaving them hanging. This all feels pretty overwhelming though. It's like I've switched from one extreme to the other, and I'm worried that I'm biting off more than I can chew. There's this part of myself that's screaming to give up, and that I'm gonna screw up majorly. It's a sucky feeling but I've been trying to push through it as best I can.