LainsNomophobia
Avoid the noid
- Feb 13, 2026
- 1
So, this is a bit of trauma dump but anyways. Ive been severely depressed ever since i was around 9. I'm 18 now, so very long time. As of recent things have been going extremely well for me, I started my recovery in summer, I stopped drinking, smoking, cutting myself, i started going out, having fun, being happy in general. But everytime i think more deeply than just being ignorant like usual, I feel this empty pit in my stomach and whenever im alone I just feel so so depressed. I feel alone, i know im not alone but I feel alone. Im not suicidal anymore, I hope. But i still feel them deep in my chest weighting on me and I dont know how to get rid of this godforsaken feeling. Because I know I shouldn't feel this way, hell im in law school now and im on top of my class basically yet I feel so sad all the time even in moments where i should be happy. Does this mean I'm still depressed? Can I do anything to not feel this way anymore?
