Manaaja
euROPE
- Sep 10, 2018
- 1,382
I think it's because of mold season making me sick and changing my temperament. I also have a huge headache. And I can't air the house because all the mold or someshit instantly flies and makes me get a really bad allergy attack. I couldn't sleep last night because I could barely breath and I felt like I had a 40C fever and felt really powerless.
I apologize in advance if I'll say or do something offensive. I'm just being really out of character right now. I blame the goddamn mold. I get the hugest of brain-fogs and I wish sun burned the planet for 30 days (people, animals and plants can live on Mars) to destroy all the fucking mold. And this goddamn fucking place wouldn't be in mold if my narcissistic pieces of shit relatives knew how to build houses and how to repair them.
I keep telling them that there's mold, you can smell the mold, you can see the mold, and every time I open the windows the mold flies in (the outer walls plus the windows are really moldy) and I instantly get really sick yet they are fucking dumb victim-blaming narcissists who can't admit that their childhood home isn't perfect.
I could use ozonizer and cleaning stuff to clean the inside of the house (but I'm so tired and sick that I can barely even write), but how the hell do you clean the outer walls (this is a 3 store house) or middle walls?!
If there's one thing I hate more than people it's mold. I've also noticed that mold changes my behavior and thinking and makes me a completely different person, so maybe the reason a lot of people are assholes is because their brain has been damaged and brainwashed by mold.
I apologize in advance if I'll say or do something offensive. I'm just being really out of character right now. I blame the goddamn mold. I get the hugest of brain-fogs and I wish sun burned the planet for 30 days (people, animals and plants can live on Mars) to destroy all the fucking mold. And this goddamn fucking place wouldn't be in mold if my narcissistic pieces of shit relatives knew how to build houses and how to repair them.
I keep telling them that there's mold, you can smell the mold, you can see the mold, and every time I open the windows the mold flies in (the outer walls plus the windows are really moldy) and I instantly get really sick yet they are fucking dumb victim-blaming narcissists who can't admit that their childhood home isn't perfect.
I could use ozonizer and cleaning stuff to clean the inside of the house (but I'm so tired and sick that I can barely even write), but how the hell do you clean the outer walls (this is a 3 store house) or middle walls?!
If there's one thing I hate more than people it's mold. I've also noticed that mold changes my behavior and thinking and makes me a completely different person, so maybe the reason a lot of people are assholes is because their brain has been damaged and brainwashed by mold.