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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
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Why can't we just push a button and fall to the floor for fuck sake?

First we have to experience the hellishness of life and be overwhelmed by it enough to want to die prematurely. Then we actually have to die while scared and in pain. Worst of all, we don't even get to experience relief after it's all over because we're dead. I hate this fucking prison!!
 
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Definitely can relate as I have been thinking the same things. It's fucked.. there aren't enough words in any language to describe it.
 
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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
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Ive always wished for a button but for other people to die...so many evil and rude people and no button...
 
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And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
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Ive always wished for a button but for other people to die...so many evil and rude people and no button...
LOL amen

Have you ever watched Death Note? The crime rate dropped to zero as a result of culling society.
 
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WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
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I was thinking of that just yesterday. I wasn't asked to be born and I have to go through suicide because of how horrible life is. It's really sad and I wanted to cry.
 
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Nov 19, 2019
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I always told my mother that I wish there was an exit door that I could walk through instead of having to take my own life. Like why can't there be one? Why does it have to be difficult? Why must it be so messy to end ones life?
 
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Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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It's just tragic we have to die. Making it as hard as possible doesn't make the feeling go away, it makes it worse
 
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I always told my mother that I wish there was an exit door that I could walk through instead of having to take my own life. Like why can't there be one? Why does it have to be difficult? Why must it be so messy to end ones life?
An exit door would be so cool :)
 
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I daydream of dying in my sleep due to a fire or an unidentified heart disease, sudden cardiac arrest (often leads to immediate unconscioueness), in a second in a sudden and unexpected car accident, and, on a more childish level, getting shot in the head by a maniac sniper or getting disintegrated by a nuclear blast. No guilt or fear, just death.
 
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Nnana

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Even if there was a button to a painless death, it would still be hard to ctb. Most people are terrified of death even if they want to die. This reality is just so cruel that I have no words for it. It's literal torture to have to choose between an awful life and facing the horror of the eternal void. Better to never been born IMO.
 
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I mostly just wish I was never born. I didn't ask for this and it's going to hurt people when I CTB.
 
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R_N

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Dec 3, 2019
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Just having the option to ctb painlessly would be nice. It would be so much easier to live having that option available.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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It's more tragic being alive.
 
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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
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An exit door would be so cool :)
A movie should be made
Even if there was a button to a painless death, it would still be hard to ctb. Most people are terrified of death even if they want to die. This reality is just so cruel that I have no words for it. It's literal torture to have to choose between an awful life and facing the horror of the eternal void. Better to never been born IMO.
Eternal void sounds like the opposite of terror. It's dying that's terrifying.
 
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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
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Never heard of that but I get the idea...
The main character finds a notebook and writing down people's names kills them.
 
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Nnana

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Dec 1, 2019
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A movie should be made

Eternal void sounds like the opposite of terror. It's dying that's terrifying.

I mean facing the fear of death while choosing ctb. It's instinctual to be terrified of the eternal void. Suicide would still be hard even if we take out the physical pain part.
 
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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
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I mean facing the fear of death while choosing ctb. It's instinctual to be terrified of the eternal void. Suicide would still be hard even if we take out the physical pain part.
Not for me.
 
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Nnana

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Not for me.

Lucky you then. Unhappily even if I had access to a totally painless death, It wouldn't be easy for me. I would want to die but couldn't.
 
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Daniela

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Feb 23, 2019
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I wish i could be executed like this



"It was right... because the girl should not survive her shame and by her presence still renew [her parents'] sorrows"
 

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