I've never posted before on here... I'd only ever lurked up until recently. I'll be honest I don't even know why I'm posting this.. I suppose so I can feel some vague level of support or something for once? Idk. Either way, today's the day. Method? Jumping. Am I scared? Terrified. Not of death, but the jump itself. I'm oddly calm and at peace knowing in a few hours it'll all be over. This site is amazing, as are most of the people, and it's helped me in so many ways. I hope you all find what you're looking for. Peace out
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less than
not important
- Jul 25, 2019
- 194
I am sorry for whatever reason you found your way here. But what I'm even more sorry about and what makes me want to reply to you, is that you haven't received any response to your post. That makes me sad. I am not someone who can give great and eloquent answers, not to mention my lack of language skills. However, I wish you all the best wherever you are now and whatever you want to do. Hopefully you know thats not a shame to backout from your desicion. You are always welcome here.
I wish you nothing but the best my you find the peace you looking for and may you be free from this sick world.
logan
Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 705
Maybe you should share more here first - maybe there is another way for you.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,750
Jumping is the one method I would never be able to find the courage for, and I understand why you would be scared. I'm sorry you are suffering. I hope you find the peace that you are looking for.
aviation
It's time to go home.
- Jul 30, 2021
- 127
Please be safe, with the height, and with everything. We all deserve more than we had in this world.
I suspect that I'll reach a point when I'll be so desperate that I'll jump, knowing full well what a bad method it is and how much potential there is to go wrong. But I can see myself getting so cornered by all the bad decisions I've made as all the lies are revealed and I'm facing homelessness and shame of loved ones knowing I've fucked everything up there's no way I can salvage a livable life, that I just snap and do it.
