Its time

[decomposing.angxl]

Ive never posted on this site but tonight is the night i think
I dont know i just dont think i can handle this shit any more
Ive never been so alone in my 22 years
At least at my lowest before this i had drugs to cope
Now im just sober, alone, miserable, and almost fucking homeless (again)

 

[SVEN]

So sorry for the shit life presents us with. Best wishes whatever your decision.

 

[d3ad]

You must be in a lot of pain right now. Sending you virtual hugs. May you find peace.

 

[vak]

I hope you find peace, take care

 

[Rack.-]

I'm sorry, I wish I could do something to help you. Sending you a big hug, I'm here if you need someone to talk to

 

[Dot]

Ive never posted on this site but tonight is the night i think
I dont know i just dont think i can handle this shit any more
Ive never been so alone in my 22 years
At least at my lowest before this i had drugs to cope
Now im just sober, alone, miserable, and almost fucking homeless (again)

Wld talkng thru n.e of ur prblms hlp @ all

Th/ cmmunty smetmes hlps ppl wth thr feelngs or lneliness

 

[XINGBATAI]

Ive never posted on this site but tonight is the night i think
I dont know i just dont think i can handle this shit any more
Ive never been so alone in my 22 years
At least at my lowest before this i had drugs to cope
Now im just sober, alone, miserable, and almost fucking homeless (again)

That's why I can't stand AA and NA; I can't even count how many times I heard them say something along the lines of "my worst day sober is better than my best day on drugs". Lol. They are full of shit. I don't know what drugs they were taking. The only time drugs are a problem is when you don't have them. Of course, it is stressful to have to always worry about re-ing up just to be able to function, but my point is, they act like life is great once you stop using.
I'm going through a lot right now as well, though I'm not at the point yet where I'm ready to check out. It's your decision, but please don't be impulsive. Really think it through and ask yourself whether or not there is a chance for things to get better. It is a big decision, and in my opinion shouldn't be made spur of the moment during an episode of depression. I wish you the best my friend

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck.

 

[Next]

May ask where you are living?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. When you have a few more posts you can use the chat and PM. My PM is open.