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Thank you. Same to you. <3.
Kind of neither? No one knows that I've chosen a date, but no one in my life will be surprised by my death. It's been a long time coming, I held on for much longer than anyone expected. In my case, I don't really even consider my death a suicide. It's euthanasia. Lonely and secretive euthanasia, but still. Love to you <3.
Do not worry. I was supposed to be dead last year, and yet I am still. Our survival instinct is probably the strongest feeling we can have, so overcoming it is very hard. If you can, wait for the right moment. Doing ctb in a chaotic way is the worst thing you can do. Good luck my friend
Thank you both <3. I know ctb is the right thing to do for me, I just need the courage to go through with it. I will never find peace without it. I have never felt so comforted or understood as I have by everyone in this forum. Thank you again.I hope you find peace
If it makes you feel any better, I was supposed to go on Wednesday morning. At 5 am I was dropping off possessions at a friends house. He just so happened to be awake. He came out to say hi. That I was in a hurry to leave, was dropping off possessions in wee hours of the morning, and had been feeling depressed lately, was a red flag.
