ForWhatPurpose
Girls like me don't get to exist
- Jun 26, 2024
- 19
I've spent a decent amount of time on this earth. I did all the things I was supposed to do but still, I wake up every day more depressed than the last like none of them mattered. Meds don't help, my partner abused me, failed transition, and, to cap it off, a firing so devastating it practically ruined my career. I'm just finally out of things to focus on and ways to cope. I don't have a timeline so much as I have trigger conditions my last few boundaries before me and ctb. Luckily, getting what I need shouldn't be too hard. I'm thinking of probably getting a nice Airbnb somewhere. That way, I won't be saved. I just wish any of the effort till now meant anything.