It's the unpredictability of life that I don't feel equipped for. Optimism it's no comfort when faced with this, because the universe is inherently chaotic. I think the certainty of death is what makes it seem preferable to me. The idea of a complete cessation of everything is comforting compared with a life filled with anxieties and doubts. I don't feel like I could ever reach a level of stability in my environment that would be acceptable to me. If only I had N, and could leave this physical realm with the ease with which I was brought into it.
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
i think death is unpredictable too we dont know for sure what s after ... i really dread the idea of something after death i want nothing no consciousness no thoughts no pain nothing just being absorbed into the void
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silentsinger
Experienced
- Mar 1, 2019
- 261
Never a truer word spoken. I'm really sorry you are in this situation but I feel exactly the same about this statement.
@throwaway777 True. I'm imagining it to be an absence of being able to perceive anything.
@silentsinger I'm sorry you are too! ❀
@silentsinger I'm sorry you are too! ❀
