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thatisitguy
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- Jul 11, 2024
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I still find myself thinking about death but there hasn't been a lot of movement on going through with it since my last attempt a few weeks. ago. Don't get me wrong. Potentially, I am in very serious legal trouble and there is no question that I'd rather be dead than go through with it (I have other serious problems but that is the most threatening). Being optimistic and ignorant of that is probably the worst thing I could do. It's like those drug pushers who helped Matthew Perry kill himself. Instead of preparing for the inevitable, they acted like business as usual. Who knows? They might regret not CTB or not preparing for what was so obviously coming.
As bizarre as it sounds, I haven't gone through with another serious attempt is that my job is keeping me busy and needed. That isn't a good thing. I am sure that this will wear off and I will have another attempt.
As bizarre as it sounds, I haven't gone through with another serious attempt is that my job is keeping me busy and needed. That isn't a good thing. I am sure that this will wear off and I will have another attempt.