Starfire
just here to vent
- Nov 3, 2020
- 34
I'm sorry, I don't take pride or joy in having to make it a point that I have managed to live my life up to this point. That I have managed to "survive." Like people always say "Look at you, you've managed to make it to this point." Uhm, miss ma'am?? That in itself is pain. Struggle. Failure.
The fact that I have failed to "leave" for whatever reason is the current suffering!
Stop saying that it's because I'm strong or that I have a purpose of being here or that maybe because I don't really want to do it.
YOU.ARE.NOT.MAKING.ANYTHING.BETTER.BY.SAYING.THAT!
It doesn't make you a wise guru or a life-changing motivational speaker, no! You are only making my suffering and failure more apparent.
Yes, sure you mean well. But I don't care! I don't like being in here. I'm not happy I made it to this point! That's failure and cowardice in itself, not the things you want me to think it should be.
This is prolly just me but just please shut up.
The fact that I have failed to "leave" for whatever reason is the current suffering!
Stop saying that it's because I'm strong or that I have a purpose of being here or that maybe because I don't really want to do it.
YOU.ARE.NOT.MAKING.ANYTHING.BETTER.BY.SAYING.THAT!
It doesn't make you a wise guru or a life-changing motivational speaker, no! You are only making my suffering and failure more apparent.
Yes, sure you mean well. But I don't care! I don't like being in here. I'm not happy I made it to this point! That's failure and cowardice in itself, not the things you want me to think it should be.
This is prolly just me but just please shut up.