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ImTryingToSmile

ImTryingToSmile

New Member
Oct 21, 2025
3
I'm really scared that when Ill be ready to end it here I'll fail…
I'm trying to find the best way how to do it to have the chance if surviving as small as possible but what if ill survive and end up locked up somewhere just to have some random doctors telling me that they "understand me" and that "ill get over it, its just a phase. No one's life is easy".
Why can't those people just understand that some people don't want to be here? Everyone here says that I have freedom, that I can do whatever I want, but when I try to do what I want they call me selfish or foolish and send me to the mental hospital.
Is this really a democracy? Don't I have the right to die whenever I want? It my life, not their. I'm not telling them want to do with their lives either so why are they telling me what to do with mine? Yes, they can give me some advice but they can't force me to live.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,532
I understand, it's just so cruel and dreadful how we exist in this world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with suicide seen as a crime, it's just so horrific to me how humans are forced to suffer and punished for wanting to cease existing, all I want is to be gone, I see so much cruelty in how there is no acceptance towards not wanting to exist and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
31
Euthanasia should be a basic human right in all countries. Not just in a very few ones.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,378
That's the irony isn't is? We're supposedly free. The modern world puts so much emphasis on individualism and the right to autonomy. Yet- the absolutely fundamental decision on whether we want to even participate in life is denied us.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
127
Within democracy minorities are always pushed aside (not saying that they aren't in every other system too), when the majority of people just don't care. Suicide makes most people unfomfortable. I'm not sure how many people are suicidal, but deffinitely not that many. Plus we aren't even capable to fight for a better treatment, because we are too depressed to care.
 
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