ineverlived
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- May 31, 2022
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My father got me a job through an acquaintance. I will work in a law firm and in a luxury plaza. I need some money to spend my last months comfortably so I wanted to work but the job my father found scares me so much. I am ugly, insecure and lack social skills. It is very difficult for me to survive in such environments. I don't know what to do. I wanted a job where I didn't have to interact with people (like a dishwasher) but my family didn't accept it because it was a 'bad' job :( I'm going to work on Monday and my anxiety attacks have already started, I'm getting stomach cramps. I'm already mentally screwed up and it's so frustrating to spend my last weeks like this.
I think the only good thing about this event is that 1-2 disgraceful months I will spend there will encourage me to commit suicide even more.
a freak among all those normal and modern plaza people.. yeah thats me. im 22 btw and im in college
I think the only good thing about this event is that 1-2 disgraceful months I will spend there will encourage me to commit suicide even more.
a freak among all those normal and modern plaza people.. yeah thats me. im 22 btw and im in college