Venting its getting harder 2 distract myself..

[deadwinter]

absolutely useless vent

i cant distract myself from my thoughts anymore.. im so lonely but socializing is fucking draining, every conversation feels so superficial. everything i say is inauthentic but i know no one wants to talk to sum1 thats miserable all the time.

i feel so pathetic but i want nothing more than to have a true connection w someone

 

[Lonelyhotcake]

Try to write them on paper and then destroy it.

 

[BlankZeroNone]

I feel the same way. It's like a vicious circle, and (for me at least) it feels shameful to be stuck in it. I've always admired people who are able to connect and bond with others seemingly without effort. Maybe it really is one of those things where you just "need to get over yourself." I don't know.

 

[bruised]

i feel the same, socialising is draining and i never seem to have enough energy to actually participate other than saying what i think that's what the person wants to hear.

ik it's not the same as a real irl connection but if u ever want someone to talk to who u can sorta relate to my dms r open. i wish u the best <3

 

[StolenLife]

Same here. Socialising is draining and boring to me, I'd rather be in my fantasy world. At this point I don't even know if it's the trauma or just my personality.