Venting Its funny that im alive Lol

[lunar02102009]

I wanted to die obviously i have my coal ready for CO but in the "hopes it gets better" i have been fucking myself for the past one month its literally funnny atp if you saw my life you would be dead LAUGHING like omg what is wrong w me ? Prolly everything but idm as long as i can kill myself when one day its too much for me to take . I actually salute the people who successfully ctb like god , take us with you our lives are a joke for others no one cares so we are all we have for each other

 

[DivineSpark]

I am surprised I am still alive. Maybe it is good I dont live in america where acquiring firearms is far easier than in my country.