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not really. I've been living for other people far too long. I don't love myself enough to actually want to change. I'm defeated and sadly chose to stay that way.
Living for others can be hard sometimes and i understand. I wish you peace and good luck in whatever you choose
I hope you can find peace, but I do want to forewarn you that several peolpe have posted here that they have tried partial from 15 to 25 times each without being able tgo get it to work. It does work sometimes, but this method seems to fail a lot more often than it works. One poster said they were a prison guard and they saw several people do this successfully in prison, and that they tried to copy exactly what they did- body position, know, and rope position- 25 times and they couldn't ghet it to work. So it obviously works sometimes but so often does not- it's just not clear why it works sometimes and others does not. After a failed attempt the neck typically hurts a lot so you can't go right back and try again because the neck hurts too much. The prison guard was using a kneeling position so maybe a standing position works better, not sure.
It is as they say tho. If you compress the arteries it's not painful. Maybe a little discomfort but you start to black out and you feel your limbs going numb. I did not feel bad whatsoever. My body must have know what was about to happen because it straighten up before i blacked out.
Many people report standing up even after they black out, this is why partial fails most of the time. Why it works in some cases is not clear.
I'm the same, i have a lot of love and care around me but for whatever reason i cannot feel it. The more i spend with family the more alone i feel. I have everything i thought i ever wanted and i have never felt so empty. As my name says i am a truck driver. I have driven throughout the US. Have seen lots of wonderful things and i thought that would make me happy but it's the complete opposite. I was really hoping yesterday would've been successful because now i have to wait another month before i can come back home from work. 4 more weeks of just existing.
