MindFrog
:Professional Hypocrite:
- Nov 19, 2020
- 723
I haven't done anything. Everything's a mess.
Why is it so hard for me. I can't even do my basic chores.
I can't wash my clothes or do groceries. Why would i rather eat cereal all day than just do this?
I'm practically glued to my bed and i can't get up.. I had three days of rest before I get back to work but I cant even do anything productive.
I cant even enjoy anything. I can't play games or talk to my friends.
My body feels so heavy. Maybe I'm tired or its the guilt piling up for being so useless..
And when they start to notice, I'll get yelled again.
It's always like this. I can't take it anymore..
Why is everything so hard for me. Am I really that stupid?
I can't even follow basic instructions. I feel like I'm getting fired already.
Why can't I understand when people talk? Why are they so complicated.
I like reading books. But it takes me a while to get the words in the page.
WHY DOES EVERYTHING I DO REQUIRES SO MUCH EFFORT?
And why is it so easy for them?
Why are they making fun of me?
Why do they hate me? I haven't done anything to them. Please stop talking about me.
I know I'm a mess. Please stop reminding me. I know I let everyone down so please just wait.
I'll be out of your hair soon. Don't worry about it.
Just please leave me alone.
Why is it so hard for me. I can't even do my basic chores.
I can't wash my clothes or do groceries. Why would i rather eat cereal all day than just do this?
I'm practically glued to my bed and i can't get up.. I had three days of rest before I get back to work but I cant even do anything productive.
I cant even enjoy anything. I can't play games or talk to my friends.
My body feels so heavy. Maybe I'm tired or its the guilt piling up for being so useless..
And when they start to notice, I'll get yelled again.
It's always like this. I can't take it anymore..
Why is everything so hard for me. Am I really that stupid?
I can't even follow basic instructions. I feel like I'm getting fired already.
Why can't I understand when people talk? Why are they so complicated.
I like reading books. But it takes me a while to get the words in the page.
WHY DOES EVERYTHING I DO REQUIRES SO MUCH EFFORT?
And why is it so easy for them?
Why are they making fun of me?
Why do they hate me? I haven't done anything to them. Please stop talking about me.
I know I'm a mess. Please stop reminding me. I know I let everyone down so please just wait.
I'll be out of your hair soon. Don't worry about it.
Just please leave me alone.