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Space Outlaw Bunny
autistic magical girl gender neutral
- Apr 29, 2023
- 259
hi
I don't know if someone remembers me
almost a year ago, I wanted to write a post about what happened when I was in an open ward (the best time of my life, not counting a break-up with my long-term partner)
I don't why I didn't write this
maybe I felt better, maybe I felt worse
this year feel like a fever dream
but I know now it's much worse
I can't finish a uni, maybe they will finally kick me out
I had a second change, but I wasted it
I'm cutting myself almost after 10 years, but now on my the upper wrist part with a small kitchen knife for vegetables
I want to disappear more that even
I will give back all the money my mama spent on me for 4 years
it will take me maybe 2 years
and then I will disappear
now I will be here
cookie for everyone who read this
I don't know if someone remembers me
almost a year ago, I wanted to write a post about what happened when I was in an open ward (the best time of my life, not counting a break-up with my long-term partner)
I don't why I didn't write this
maybe I felt better, maybe I felt worse
this year feel like a fever dream
but I know now it's much worse
I can't finish a uni, maybe they will finally kick me out
I had a second change, but I wasted it
I'm cutting myself almost after 10 years, but now on my the upper wrist part with a small kitchen knife for vegetables
I want to disappear more that even
I will give back all the money my mama spent on me for 4 years
it will take me maybe 2 years
and then I will disappear
now I will be here
cookie for everyone who read this