its almost the date

[SilverLining]

my plan has been to ctb since feb 15th. i pushed the idea way so many times and i was told that if i even had another self harm episode im getting sectioned and i dont want that lmao. i was planning on not doing it but the ideas creeping back at me, because things just keep getting brought up. things are so scary.
i could have a day or i could have years, and im not sure which idea is worse

 

[TJuk]

Hi sorry you're struggling and it's ok to change your mind either way.

I know you definitely don't want sectioning it's not helpful. I'm guessing you've asked for professional help or something if you've been threatened with the sectioning.

We are here if you need to chat about things that are being brought up, and that you are scared