Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
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So you ever give up on "important" stuff like a career because you are so tired and completely do not like what you do and then the reality is you don't like anything at all
Knowing your abnormal weakness, you hope that it will finally lead one day to one desperate final act of suicide and that will be it, but somehow your survival instinct always keeps you out of harm's way. Not out of some "noble purpose" but because your SI hates pain. So you end up backing out and keep your worthless physical body alive.
So you are left with no real option but to live and suffer. Even if you don't have physical pain, you end up suffering mentally. The torture never ends until you die, either intentionally or naturally by old age. Simply because your weakness is as invincible as you are.
Your weakness says, you want to live ? Me too. Inside your mind. Forever till the end.
Knowing your abnormal weakness, you hope that it will finally lead one day to one desperate final act of suicide and that will be it, but somehow your survival instinct always keeps you out of harm's way. Not out of some "noble purpose" but because your SI hates pain. So you end up backing out and keep your worthless physical body alive.
So you are left with no real option but to live and suffer. Even if you don't have physical pain, you end up suffering mentally. The torture never ends until you die, either intentionally or naturally by old age. Simply because your weakness is as invincible as you are.
Your weakness says, you want to live ? Me too. Inside your mind. Forever till the end.