It hurts to act like nothing is gonna happen Saturday.

[Some place nice]

My mom took my words into consideration and we aren't moving at all now which is nice. We are celebrating my oldest sisters and grandpas birthday early so we are getting a cake. My oldest sister shows signs of not just changing as a mom but, as a person. My mom is planning for thanksgiving and I am the one who sets up everything and bakes all the treats but I wont be there. I want to so badly but I can't just not ctb bc of some things. My existence is just pain at this point.

 

[RandomMacBeth]

it's a shame that you have to go through this, but you really can't stand it until the day passes?

 

[Some place nice]

it's a shame that you have to go through this, but you really can't stand it until the day passes?

Thier birthday os on Thursday so I'll be there for that but thanksgiving is the end of next week. I don't think I can stand to do this any longer.