Venting " It gets better "

[shadow_nova]

I absolutely hate hearing that word I don't remember the last time I felt happy I feel so fucking miserable that my heart aches physically at this point . Everyone leaves and I got no friends my life is a fucking mess and sometimes when I vent to people all they say is " it'll get better ". It's been four years literally years of this bullshit I can't do this anymore nobody realises how much pain I am in , it only got worse . I don't blame people for telling " it'll get better " and other nonsense because what else can they do ? They would never understand never ever understand how I feel maybe I'm a " coward" for thinking about suicide as my classmate told but they'll never realise how much I've tried and tried only to fail each time .
It hurts . I'm tired

 

[Reflection]

They would never understand, because they can't see our pain. All what's left for them is the same old tape they keep repeating. The only way they could ever understand is if somehow our pain manifested in a material way.

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

I love that when they say that, they always neglect to acknowledge that it can get worse as well. In fact, it WILL get worse as time goes on (despite any positives you accrue). But they're pro-life optimists, so any negativity is glossed over. And they seem to completely ignore those who don't want "better", but simply want to quit the game of life entirely.

 

[Demian]

I've attempted suicide three times. The last time I was in a coma for almost a month. I thought I would get better, but here I am wanting to leave again.

 

[Defenestration]

I absolutely hate hearing that word I don't remember the last time I felt happy I feel so fucking miserable that my heart aches physically at this point . Everyone leaves and I got no friends my life is a fucking mess and sometimes when I vent to people all they say is " it'll get better ". It's been four years literally years of this bullshit I can't do this anymore nobody realises how much pain I am in , it only got worse . I don't blame people for telling " it'll get better " and other nonsense because what else can they do ? They would never understand never ever understand how I feel maybe I'm a " coward" for thinking about suicide as my classmate told but they'll never realise how much I've tried and tried only to fail each time .
It hurts . I'm tired

I understand this...boring

 

[shadow_nova]

I've attempted suicide three times. The last time I was in a coma for almost a month. I thought I would get better, but here I am wanting to leave again.

I'm sorry you went through that ik life truly sucks that must have been really hard

 

[Defenestration]

I hâte this also

 

[lawlietsph]

I understand this. I feel like shit since the age of 13, now I'm 28. There were somewhat better days, but that's it. Better means maybe I didn't actively seeking for a way to die - but I was still suffering.
No, it never gets better. Or it gets a tiny bit better for it to be horrible again...

 

[divinemistress36]

It gets better for SOME people but some of us it doesnt but nobody wants to tell you that cause fake optimism is widespread

 

[ctb2soble]

I understand this. I feel like shit since the age of 13, now I'm 28. There were somewhat better days, but that's it. Better means maybe I didn't actively seeking for a way to die - but I was still suffering.
No, it never gets better. Or it gets a tiny bit better for it to be horrible again...

This is how I've felt. I've been suicidal on and off for like the past 20 years. Some days, weeks, or even months the thought may not be at the forefront of my thoughts. But it's always there lurking in the background.

 

[Rockman]

They would never understand I'm a " coward" for thinking about suicide as my classmate told but they'll never realise how much I've tried and tried only to fail each time .
It hurts . I'm tired

If you tried and tried and IT dosnt work, that's a sign you need to stop and think about WHY and try something in other way.

Well nobody says its get easier to accept shit?

That's all, misinformation about the meaning of words.
The most important thing is to call everything by the right name right.

 

[snak3atereve]

People say it gets better but no one will ever truly understand how much pain you're in, even if some people might have it "worse off" than others, pain is relative and comparing doesn't really help, ive had to deal with things like that and idk I thought it was getting better but no I'm here again and yea it fricking sucks, and it hurts and it's tiring, and it might never get better, I just hope maybe some of us will be lucky enough to find relief in some form or another even if it's just for a moment. Life sucks and no one should be able to tell you it doesn't