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Bronzehawkattack

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Everyone wants to ingest N or suffocate in a nitrogen hood, yet all we can do is sit here and wait, hoping we're lucky enough to happen across a supplier.

I always thought the barrier to a blissful suicide would moreso be my willingness to get the method, but I didnt really consider there being no way to actually source a nitrogen kit or nembutal, despite having heavily considered exit bag method since I was in highschool 8 years ago.

Just another thing in a series of many that Im far too unlucky for, just another thing I have to envy the fortune of luckier people for.
 
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hey, sorry you don't live somewhere where it's easier to acquire the methods discussed :/ I know for many a good method is what's holding them back
 
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hey, sorry you don't live somewhere where it's easier to acquire the methods discussed :/ I know for many a good method is what's holding them back
I dont know if its location or opportunity to find a supplier. The USA isnt too high on lists of places difficult to source methods is it? Its that no one knows how you source them per se.

Suppliers have gotten busted and if there are more around I imagine they're exceedingly cautious.
 
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if you're in the US it's quite easy to obtain any of the methods discussed provided you can pay for it but you'll definitely need something like Tor to be safe
 
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if you're in the US it's quite easy to obtain any of the methods discussed provided you can pay for it but you'll definitely need something like Tor to be safe
Ive used Tor before but I got no clue how to find what I need off of it. Specifically the so called dark sites.

Money isnt an issue for me. Everyone has told me N is impossible to find even with money, and pre assembled nitrogen kits are no longer a thing
 
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Ive used Tor before but I got no clue how to find what I need off of it. Specifically the so called dark sites.

Money isnt an issue for me. Everyone has told me N is impossible to find even with money, and pre assembled nitrogen kits are no longer a thing
do your research - you have everything u need

it is not impossible to find at all
 
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Bronzehawkattack

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do your research - you have everything u need

it is not impossible to find at all
Im trying my hardest but running into blanks everywhere. Im not sure how you search.

Ill keep looking but right now I cant help but feel I just need luck on my side to buy what I want
 
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The problem is that we exist in this anti-choice society where suicide is purposely made so difficult for people. It disgusts me and it's inhumane how we are denied a right to die in peace, I despise this hellish reality where other people wish to force us to suffer endlessly until we die anyway.
 
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Money isnt an issue for me. Everyone has told me N is impossible to find even with money, and pre assembled nitrogen kits are no longer a thing
The R2D ReBreather lll
$250 for the device + $45 for S/H
$40 for Nitrogen cartridges
Amazon

It's a LOT cheaper than "a short stay in Switzerland."
 
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Everyone wants to ingest N or suffocate in a nitrogen hood, yet all we can do is sit here and wait, hoping we're lucky enough to happen across a supplier.

I always thought the barrier to a blissful suicide would moreso be my willingness to get the method, but I didnt really consider there being no way to actually source a nitrogen kit or nembutal, despite having heavily considered exit bag method since I was in highschool 8 years ago.

Just another thing in a series of many that Im far too unlucky for, just another thing I have to envy the fortune of luckier people for.
i asked my vet tech friends if they would steal n for me but they obviously said no and i feel terrible for asking them. i feel like i couldn't pull off a nitrogen hood it just sounds too complicated. i feel like im too stupid to ctb without access to firearms. i read the entire pph and everything just haas so many ways it could fail and i dont want to deal with the consequences of that again. i don't know what to do. i dont understand how people around me are so cruel as to keep me alive. i think they're the selfish ones tbh. (i don't mean my vet friends i understand the legal risk)

im considering just trying to cut myself properly at this point but if i fail… i don't want to 'lose privileges' again i can't take that anymore.
 
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The R2D ReBreather lll
$250 for the device + $45 for S/H
$40 for Nitrogen cartridges
Amazon

It's a LOT cheaper than "a short stay in Switzerland."
@GasMonkey What do you think of this?
I'm a certified numbskull so I can't articulate why that seems too good to be true, but you'd know for sure since you seem to be more of an expert.
 
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@GasMonkey What do you think of this?
I'm a certified numbskull so I can't articulate why that seems too good to be true, but you'd know for sure since you seem to be more of an expert.
I thought I remembered that there were problems with this shipping or no reviews that people had received their order? I can't remember though, I was looking at this years ago.
 
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My question is how will we find out if it works or not? Will someone live or delay stream their attempt on the web? Will they take a trip to Switzerland and have observers witness their attempt? What if something goes wrong, what will/can the observers do without legally turning suicide into euthanasia, possibly murder (or at least manslaughter)?
 
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@GasMonkey What do you think of this?
I read the instructions PDF of that system 8 months ago.

I don't understand what's the need for such a system. All that complexity, steps, adjustments, parameters, practice to do it correctly... just to end up with something that is inferior to a pure inert gas implementation.​
 
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I thought I remembered that there were problems with this shipping or no reviews that people had received their order? I can't remember though, I was looking at this years ago.
From their website: https://r2d.respiro.global/

We heard and read your feedback! We've done a total redesign of the R2D ReBreather.

The new ReBreather III uses small, easily obtained cartridges of nitrogen, argon, or nitrous oxide to flush the ambient air from the device and to fill the Reservoir Bag before you connect your face mask. This means that from your very first inhalation, there will be no oxygen available. Unconsciousness will be virtually immediate, and death from anoxia will follow quite rapidly.

Because of this new approach, soda lime canisters for absorption of CO2 will no longer be needed! (Breathing asphyxiant gas [nitrogen, argon, or nitrous oxide] produces no CO2, so there is no signal to the brain that you are not getting enough oxygen.) By eliminating the need for soda lime canisters, the shelf-life of the new ReBreather III will be indefinite. But for those who prefer to include CO2 absorption, a canister is included which can be easily filled with soda lime and connected just before use.
I read the instructions PDF of that system 8 months ago.

I don't understand what's the need for such a system. All that complexity, steps, adjustments, parameters, practice to do it correctly... just to end up with something that is inferior to a pure inert gas implementation.​
@GasMonkey This is the 3rd iteration of the device. It was released in May — 2 months ago.

It is a "pure inert gas implementation" (argon or nitrogen or, if you prefer, nitrous oxide). You exhale, hook the tubing to the face mask and immediately inhale 100% gas of your choice (other than small residual of exhaled air inside of mask).

It uses SMALL gas cartridges (one 18 g At or N or three 8 g N2O), readily available to private individuals (the public), no hassles or questions asked. (Amazon online)

More info, new videos and new PDF at their website.

 
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1) A painless death method becomes popular.
2) The popularity incentivizes other people to do it.
3) Eventually someone sues or law enforcement becomes involved.
4) With money or jail time on the line then the method becomes unavailable.

Happens over and over again. (guns in the USA is a weird exception)
 
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Has anyone ordered one of these? It surprises me that there would be enough nitrogen in that small canister.
 
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It's a bit different, but you can buy Diethyl Ether online for like 50-70$. People have often ODed on the stuff by just falling asleep with the rag on there face, and really a couple of Covid masks could ensure that it wouldn't fall off. I feel weird suggesting it, and I'd rather you discover a lifelong love of ether that gives you something to live for, but at the end of the day it's a painless method that would probably be more pleasant then a hood.
 
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It is a "pure inert gas implementation" (argon or nitrogen or, if you prefer, nitrous oxide). You exhale, hook the tubing to the face mask and immediately inhale 100% gas of your choice (other than small residual of exhaled air inside of mask).

It uses SMALL gas cartridges (one 18 g At or N or three 8 g N2O), readily available to private individuals (the public), no hassles or questions asked. (Amazon online)

More info, new videos and new PDF at their website.
So you fill a reservoir bag and inhale from it on-demand using one-way valves, basically mimicking what a SCUBA setup does but with a mouth&nose mask instead of a full face mask. I wonder what's the total volume of the reservoir bag, doesn't look very big so it definitely plays with the known fact that cessation of breathing happens fast (2~3 minutes). I also wonder how the breathing resistance of the system feels. It doesn't work on positive pressure so that's something to keep in mind.

Btw that's no longer a "ReBreather". :haha:
 
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So you fill a reservoir bag and inhale from it on-demand using one-way valves, basically mimicking what a SCUBA setup does but with a mouth&nose mask instead of a full face mask. I wonder what's the total volume of the reservoir bag, doesn't look very big so it definitely plays with the known fact that cessation of breathing happens fast (2~3 minutes).​
I will definitely take your word for this. I've seen one of your set ups. Look so good. Your knowledge on whether this device is any good will be greatly appreciated 👍
 

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