It feels like and do you feel it at times?

[Surai]

I didnt know it could feel so dark at times. like your at the depth near weeds and growth like you were put back in time. this raw feeling of helplessness. grabbing ontu anyhting reaching out and clawing almost. closest to the bare animal. just survive and nothing else.

 

[FrancesFarmer]

It's crazy when you think you have seen the worst of ít, and then an episode comes in that knocks the wind out of you, worse than before. As somebody on meds since 1982, it continues to get worse, this last one that im coming out of was a whole new beast, permanent damage has been done