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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Warlock
Feb 9, 2025
738
What type of relationships do you have with your parents and siblings? Are they kind and understanding?
 
darksouls

darksouls

Specialist
May 10, 2025
300
my family is extremely toxic for me
that is the reason why I had to move far away
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
366
My family's not perfect, but they're still good. It definitely makes it more difficult to eventually ctb.
 
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karakoltriste

Member
Apr 30, 2025
94
Yes, a lot. I don't talk to my mother, blocked she on whatsapp, she told me I was lazy to tell her about my disability.
My dad was emotionally abusive and neglectful. This month, he got very sick, and I had to move back to my hometown three times in one month, which has increased my suicidal ideation. I hate the house I grew up in because everything is broken and dirty, but I thought with him in the hospital everything would be better. However, my brother (I blame my dad for this) has also become toxic. Knowing about my depression and suicidal ideation, he demanded things from me that I simply can't do in this state. My aunt told me, "You don't seem that bad" because she wanted me to be with my dad 24/7. Still, I can't stop thinking about the damage I would do to them if I decide to CTB
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Warlock
Feb 9, 2025
738
My family's not perfect, but they're still good. It definitely makes it more difficult to eventually ctb.
Yup, I can relate to that. My family is also good ( I guess I am lucky, I have heard horror stories about families of other people) so I am blessed in that sense
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,651
No, Im lucky in that way they arent toxic. My mom just isnt very emotionally supportive
 
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Grog

Grog

Member
Jun 3, 2025
23
My family is very toxic. No one in my family is the type to talk about their feelings; they say that is "sissy stuff" or something like that.
My parents have never been there for me emotionally. They're not good at articulating their thoughts and feelings. They're not a good choice for talking about your problems to. And, if you bring up an issue you have with them, they won't take any blame; they'll just deflect instead of reflecting and apologizing.
 
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