took a gap year and still wondering whether i should go to uni or not. might do an apprenticeship instead?
growing up i always loved school. but the last years of high school drained me a lot. i still loved school but i just couldn't do it anymore because of everything going on. so maybe i'm scared that uni will be the same and that's why i don't really fancy going? or maybe it is actually best if i don't go? saves money and time i guess. i don't know. fomo really hitting hard as well.
also a degree would probs help a lot. but is it really worth it?
If your looking for a cut and dry answer, you likely will not get it, some people like college, others feel like it's a waste but I'll share my experience.
Like you, I took a gap year. Senior-itis took hold and I didn't wanna go to college for a year (decided to go in a little under a year, starting in the summer, this fall would've been a year). Now I'm almost a sophomore majoring in computer science.
I'd definitely say it's probably not a great choice to go simply because of FOMO but I went to better myself and hopefully land a decent job. Statistically speaking, people who hold a bachelors degree earn thousands more per year and can wind up earning hundreds of thousands more throughout there lifetime.
My advice is that if you go, either go for something you really enjoy, or something that makes decent money. I personally have kind of struck a balance because I like coding and software engineers earn really good money. I'd stay away from degrees like history, English, art, etc. as these are very non-lucrative degrees that don't offer many jobs besides teaching. If you wanna teach those subjects, that's when I'd advise those majors.
I can't say if it would be worth it to you personally, but what I can say is statistically speaking, you'll probably be better off. There are outliers in everything so I'd say write a list of pros and cons, and if you feel like it's worth it, take the plunge.
If you're in the United States, the FAFSA opens on December 1st and you can fill that out and possibly obtain some federal aid in paying for college. I'm in community college paying nothing in tuition and actually getting paid to go to college due to grant money. I plan on transferring to university where I will likely have to pay some tuition out of pocket (avoiding loans)