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rottedfukkup
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- May 30, 2024
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also anything paticular like padding ect for this kind of strap to be as effective as possible?
what do people think of this diy anchor point (seriously limited options i brainstormed it a week ago and seems possible)
i have a clothes horse a shitty plastic one that folds out 3 times about 3 foot high with a few pretty solid bars across, i was going to prop it flush agaisnt the wall in a corner for more sturdyness and jam my mattress agaisnt it and fill the gaps tightly packed with storage tubs ect to get a solid base that the clothes horse won't get loose (theoretically i havn't yet placed it together to test it tho)
the bars are pretty sturdy tho i tried to break them a while back i get times like obbessive thoughts over and over about stabbing my scalp neck throat ect like intrusive i tried alot to break the bars one time so i think max strength im weak tho but the bars hardly bent like its not flimsy much but obviously has give if enough weight is applied tho im certain i coundnt in a partial make it loose
then lay down on my front on the mattress and use the bars about 1-1.5feet above my head to anchor the strap, and dangle from the edge of the mattress, i'm quite light bodyweight 46kg i think it can be sturdy enough it's a shitshow setup i bet is it worth a shot?
if i survive it or get caught i won't get a chance like this so i've been putting off any attempts till a plan seems solid enough for a shot, the matress the should help make thrashing quieter as well and i can position my legs and arms in a really awkward way to make SI hard as possible to get out just in case i react that way
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