Is this the end

[tiredandconfused]

After many years or giving up, attempting suicide and then bouncing back I've realised that really everything I hope for is already lost. For the last 10 years I convinced myself that every challenge was worth fighting through. But now I can see I'm tired, tired of being positive. I think I'm coming to terms with the reality, I just don't have it in me to keep fighting. I want to die.

I dream of an ideal ending, I'd finally leave this reality. I wanted to feel peaceful. I guess the problem is that feel rushed. Do it or don't do it and make that decision today.

I'm very confused and conflicted, sorry.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of existing here, it sounds like you've suffered a lot. But anyway best wishes.

 

[tiredandconfused]

Thank you. I hate The feeling of giving up alone. It's kind of you to reach out.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

If your fear of living is more intense than your fear of dying then you are probably ready to go.
I've got no fight left too and feel happy to die.