HopefulSleep
Wants to sleep
- Apr 24, 2023
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On tuesday I will take the sn.
On the day before I will go to bed at 11pm or so and start fasting while sleeping and I will make an alarm at 10 so I have a bit time to mentally prepare myself.
On 1:10pm I will take 600mg ibuprofen, then on 1:35pm I will take 30mg metoclipramide, then on 2pm-2:30pm I will take 30g sn, so the fasting would be 15 hours circa, I hope I don't get stumic pain from that, or should I maybe go to bed later and eat before doing that?
I will prepare 3 plastic bottles (I don't know if 2 are enough but maybe I will vomit the second one out too) with 30g sn each (cause I am obese) and 50ml water, if that isn't enough I will add some water, I will shake until mixed, I will prepare it before going to the ctb destination, I think I will do that circa at 2pm, that is why I wrote above that it could vary a bit.
I told my family I will go to a movie at 2pm which starts 40 minutes later and goes 2 hours and I will eat after that so that should be enough time in which they don't wonder why they can't reach me.
My mother is at work until 4pm but my sister is probably at home is the only problem.
When it is 2pm and I have the bottles pre filles I will listen from the door if someone is in the staircase, if not I will go up to the highest floor in an empty storage room, I am pretty sure in the house it is the place that probably no one goes into and I hope I remember correctly that the door opens so that I can block it from the inside with my body but even if not I am pretty sure no one would suspect me in there the time sn needs to kill me.
I will also make a timed a message at 7pm to an old friend who betrayed me that will look somehting like "I will ctb cause of you now" then I can put him in the mental disstress that when I am found dead he thinks it is his fault cause he didn't act fast enough.
This is the entire plan, do you think I should change something or there is a problem with anything?
I am mentally ready but just wanted to make this post if there is any problem with the plan.
On the day before I will go to bed at 11pm or so and start fasting while sleeping and I will make an alarm at 10 so I have a bit time to mentally prepare myself.
On 1:10pm I will take 600mg ibuprofen, then on 1:35pm I will take 30mg metoclipramide, then on 2pm-2:30pm I will take 30g sn, so the fasting would be 15 hours circa, I hope I don't get stumic pain from that, or should I maybe go to bed later and eat before doing that?
I will prepare 3 plastic bottles (I don't know if 2 are enough but maybe I will vomit the second one out too) with 30g sn each (cause I am obese) and 50ml water, if that isn't enough I will add some water, I will shake until mixed, I will prepare it before going to the ctb destination, I think I will do that circa at 2pm, that is why I wrote above that it could vary a bit.
I told my family I will go to a movie at 2pm which starts 40 minutes later and goes 2 hours and I will eat after that so that should be enough time in which they don't wonder why they can't reach me.
My mother is at work until 4pm but my sister is probably at home is the only problem.
When it is 2pm and I have the bottles pre filles I will listen from the door if someone is in the staircase, if not I will go up to the highest floor in an empty storage room, I am pretty sure in the house it is the place that probably no one goes into and I hope I remember correctly that the door opens so that I can block it from the inside with my body but even if not I am pretty sure no one would suspect me in there the time sn needs to kill me.
I will also make a timed a message at 7pm to an old friend who betrayed me that will look somehting like "I will ctb cause of you now" then I can put him in the mental disstress that when I am found dead he thinks it is his fault cause he didn't act fast enough.
This is the entire plan, do you think I should change something or there is a problem with anything?
I am mentally ready but just wanted to make this post if there is any problem with the plan.
