is this self harm?

[CoolGuy9]

I sometimes think to myself how stupid, weak and pathetic I am with the intent to make myself more sad and depressed. Sometimes I try to get into that feeling of how suicide is my best option.

 

[Ch92921]

for myself suicide is best option.

 

[CoolGuy9]

for myself suicide is best option.

For me it may aswell, but hopefully not.