I've seen another person say 'bout wanting to upload their suicide on dark web. so you're not the only one. and tbh I find it very naturally true that people want their deaths to say something. that's how you got suicide notes and stuff. IMHO, streaming ctb is just another form of suicide notes at this digital age.
but like every other NSFW contents, choose where and how you stream it carefully. think about your target audience. how it won't be misused. how you'd want it used. all of that.