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Doodeliedone
Member
- Feb 8, 2020
- 31
I've been fasting for almost 48 hours now and haven't ate much the days before that. I was lucky enough to get antiemetics from my doctor at the end of last week that they couldn't give me at first, which I have been taking since yesterday. I actually want to take my SN tomorrow morning. But geez it's mentally tough. I've already grabbed my SN 3 times today and looked at it like, how can this do the trick. In addition, it is almost 3 years old and is in a simple ziplock which suddenly worries me even tho it looks fine and has never been opened. Plus the voice "just eat" is almost eating me up. I know I don't have to do it if I can't. But I also know I'll hate myself even more if I don't push through now that I'm almost there.