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ansuperhero
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- Jan 22, 2020
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- been unknowingly whispering my thoughts out loud for months and then catching myself doing it
- started having mild visual hallucinations a few days ago (I saw a few flying little bugs that disappeared out of nowhere, tried to strike a somewhat unusual-looking bug that flew in a peculiar fashion twice only for it to suddenly disappear with no trace, and have been experiencing weird little yellow sparks and plenty of other little, sudden stuff in my vision)
- might have sleepwalked for the first time some hours ago
The main thing I wonder is if I'm gradually developing psychosis or schizophrenia. I have actually had some dreams in the past of myself developing the latter.
I'm posting this here because I'm probably not going to see a doctor. I might seriously be too damn shy at this point to bring it up to others in real life, and besides, if I were to get some sort of severe onset, then I could simply kill myself.
- started having mild visual hallucinations a few days ago (I saw a few flying little bugs that disappeared out of nowhere, tried to strike a somewhat unusual-looking bug that flew in a peculiar fashion twice only for it to suddenly disappear with no trace, and have been experiencing weird little yellow sparks and plenty of other little, sudden stuff in my vision)
- might have sleepwalked for the first time some hours ago
The main thing I wonder is if I'm gradually developing psychosis or schizophrenia. I have actually had some dreams in the past of myself developing the latter.
I'm posting this here because I'm probably not going to see a doctor. I might seriously be too damn shy at this point to bring it up to others in real life, and besides, if I were to get some sort of severe onset, then I could simply kill myself.