Is there such a pill

[Susan Caswell]

Is there a Cyanide pill and can we get it. I don't know how to get these other things Nembutal SN etc i am suffering deafening tinnitus 4 noises in both ears plus hyperacusis and now crippling anxiety i have gone from so well to totally destroyed this isnt tinnitus like most people seem to have i have that too high pitch hissing i can stand live with have for years but this other is deafening jet plane roaring hammering drilling all so loud my ears are vibrating its horrific the anxiety of it has caused me to loose 2 stone most of my hair body bouncing and shaking jerking i cant get bathed or dressed i cant take the noise 2 years 7 months deafening its is driving me insane and i am damned if i will end up insane i want to die ive tried everything to get this stopped get well live with this its torture on a scale i never knew was possible its going to make me bonkers i was so heathy so well had a wonderful life everything to live for had so much on my bucket list but i cant live in torture this is all i can hear tinnitus doesnt do this to someone dont even know why went to be perfectly ok woke up to deafening tinnitus i can feel this also pounding through my whole body please someone how do i go i can only think jump but dont know where ive found is high enough and no way to gauge the drop and i am terrified i dont die and crippled and still raging noise in my ears this is inhuman suffering i could have taken anything at all but this please someone help me

 

[Qbert]

There is no cyanide pill and anyone trying to sell you one is trying to rip you off.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Couple of questions:

• Are you being treated for it? Do you have healthcare etc ?
• How is your financial situation?
• Where do you live (continent would be enough)
• Do you have anyone close to you who could help you either getting your life back to a more manageable state or to gather the necessary items for ctb?
• Have you thought about applying for euthanasia (that's why I asked about location, finances).

 

[Thereisnothing]

Is there a Cyanide pill and can we get it. I don't know how to get these other things Nembutal SN etc i am suffering deafening tinnitus 4 noises in both ears plus hyperacusis and now crippling anxiety i have gone from so well to totally destroyed this isnt tinnitus like most people seem to have i have that too high pitch hissing i can stand live with have for years but this other is deafening jet plane roaring hammering drilling all so loud my ears are vibrating its horrific the anxiety of it has caused me to loose 2 stone most of my hair body bouncing and shaking jerking i cant get bathed or dressed i cant take the noise 2 years 7 months deafening its is driving me insane and i am damned if i will end up insane i want to die ive tried everything to get this stopped get well live with this its torture on a scale i never knew was possible its going to make me bonkers i was so heathy so well had a wonderful life everything to live for had so much on my bucket list but i cant live in torture this is all i can hear tinnitus doesnt do this to someone dont even know why went to be perfectly ok woke up to deafening tinnitus i can feel this also pounding through my whole body please someone how do i go i can only think jump but dont know where ive found is high enough and no way to gauge the drop and i am terrified i dont die and crippled and still raging noise in my ears this is inhuman suffering i could have taken anything at all but this please someone help me

Severe tinnitus that you are experiencing must be an absolute hell for you. I had been wondering how you were as remember your posts from awhile back. I have tinnitus but not on scale you have and for me its not nice. Nothing Doctor can do for it, so cant even begin to imagine what you are going through. It is torture when you have something afflicting you so badly and have no control over it and there is no help either. I know this from the varied and very bad health problems I have, effects every second.

I dont think there are cyanide pills, have seen the odd advert/link online but would be very surprised if real, even if they were would be incredibly dodgy thing to do and no doubt be scams. Know we see Cyanide pills in films, but unsure about in real life, you know.

I wish I could alleviate and help your immense suffering. Please do go jumping my friend, you could end up with even more things to cope with if all went wrong. Sending you lots of love and understanding. I suffer so much with my health problems and pain/symptoms nearly drive me crazy and so hard to cope/endure.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Severe tinnitus that you are experiencing must be an absolute hell for you. I had been wondering how you were as remember your posts from awhile back. I have tinnitus but not on scale you have and for me its not nice. Nothing Doctor can do for it, so cant even begin to imagine what you are going through. It is torture when you have something afflicting you so badly and have no control over it and there is no help either. I know this from the varied and very bad health problems I have, effects every second.

I dont think there are cyanide pills, have seen the odd advert/link online but would be very surprised if real, even if they were would be incredibly dodgy thing to do and no doubt be scams. Know we see Cyanide pills in films, but unsure about in real life, you know.

I wish I could alleviate and help your immense suffering. Please do go jumping my friend, you could end up with even more things to cope with if all went wrong. Sending you lots of love and understanding. I suffer so much with my health problems and pain/symptoms nearly drive me crazy and so hard to cope/endure.

I assume you meant don't go jumping

 

[Susan Caswell]

Couple of questions:

• Are you being treated for it? Do you have healthcare etc ?
• How is your financial situation?
• Where do you live (continent would be enough)
• Do you have anyone close to you who could help you either getting your life back to a more manageable state or to gather the necessary items for ctb?
• Have you thought about applying for euthanasia (that's why I asked about location, finances).

Hi I have tried everything possible to get to the bottom of this nothing has helped all the anxiety meds are just making it worse and worse upping the tinnitus making the hyperacusis so bad every sound is deafening if I could just live with it tolerate it but I cant its torture like I never knew was possible day after day deafening in your own ears I can feel it pounding through me I had such a life to live this is cruel tinnitus isn't like this I have normal tinnitus hissing can easily stand it but this god its horrendous I can hear nothing but this its been up and up 2 years 7 months now of a living hell it wasn't like this at first it was one ear one noise now deafening like jet plane roaring theres hammering sound and drilling it is literally driving me out of my mind nothing would have made me take my life nothing ive coped and overcome so very much but this in your ears pounding so loud my ears are vibrating and echoing even my own voice is painful and loud echoing in my chest how can I live with this I wont be insane I don't deserve insane but they tortured people with noise it drove them bonkers. Ive applied to Pegasos in Switzerland but struggling to even complete the documentation I am no good with technology and no one will help me I am in the UK. I always thought there was a pill one pill done I am terrified I cant take this anymore and jump and don't die if I was crippled on top of this I can only thing to stop eating and drinking how long would it take to die and I would have to hope no one intervenes this is ridiculous I can find no one who has tinnitus that they just cant stand or live with id have coped if like it was when it started one ear one noise no hyperacusis no anxiety theres no pint to this its certainly isn't living it isn't even existing now its just dementing on so many level how I wish it would stop give me a chance I am in huge mess from meds and I know they have worsend this when I think not taken any id have overcome this without the hyperacusis id have masked it gone out learnt to sleep eventually I never knew going was so hard I valued life mine and everyone elses I never thought I would have to contemplate such a thing I was healthy fit happy calm soul who lived looking after others I have recovered from cancer a back operation and much more but I got well by eating well good rest happy this I cant even explain it I don't know how it is possible even for ears to make this noise I could rip my head off so sorry going on like this I wish id go to sleep and never wake up x

 

[Thatdude]

That's a heads up. That's a horrible way to go. It isn't like in the movies. It's extremely painful and there is a chance it won't work. You might want to search the forums because a number of times the details have been listed

 

[Susan Caswell]

Severe tinnitus that you are experiencing must be an absolute hell for you. I had been wondering how you were as remember your posts from awhile back. I have tinnitus but not on scale you have and for me its not nice. Nothing Doctor can do for it, so cant even begin to imagine what you are going through. It is torture when you have something afflicting you so badly and have no control over it and there is no help either. I know this from the varied and very bad health problems I have, effects every second.

I dont think there are cyanide pills, have seen the odd advert/link online but would be very surprised if real, even if they were would be incredibly dodgy thing to do and no doubt be scams. Know we see Cyanide pills in films, but unsure about in real life, you know.

I wish I could alleviate and help your immense suffering. Please do go jumping my friend, you could end up with even more things to cope with if all went wrong. Sending you lots of love and understanding. I suffer so much with my health problems and pain/symptoms nearly drive me crazy and so hard to cope/endure.

Thank you for your kindness I am sorry you suffer too. For me ive coped with so much survived cancer and much more always got myself well by eating well good rest good sleep I cannot function now with it I cant even get bathed dressed no natural sleep been on sleeping pills 2 years 6 months they have stopped working been on so many anxiety pills now on Mirtazapine Diazapam Zopiclone and at least 15 others since this started withdrawl will be brutal now all have worsened this and caused the hyperacusis every sound is deafening on top of the tinnitus I don't even know cause I literally went to bed 15 July 2017 fine no sign of a noise woke up just a few hours later deafening tinnitus no loud music no hearing loss no ear infection ive just no clue unless its been long term meds such as HRT or Blood Pressure meds or Bone Treatment all have side effect of tinnitus I never knew until this came I was fine on my normal meds for 20 years there must be an answer ive tried everything and everyone possible every therapy I could find acupuncture head massage reiki hypnotherapy homeopathy reflexology cranio sacral therapy spiritual healers this can be my fate been good all my life worked hard looked after everyone spent thousands trying to get this stopped or down even life cant be this cruel its like ive gone to hell don't think hell would be this bad. I could have coped with stood any other condition but noise this loud is inhuman suffering I can stand a lot and have but this I cant stand it sorry going on like this I fear time is running out I just cant take it any longer really wish id just die in my sleep the panic and anxiety is horrendous level and I was the calmest person happy caring soul don't know what I did to get this there must be someone somewhere can help me my partner of 40 years has tinnitus 3 friends do they all live perfectly happy do all they did go out eat great can sleep me lost so much weight who looses all their hair from anxiety I had so very much I still wanted to do this isn't right just left in this state doctors say just have to live with it they want to try this I am no wimp but I cant stomach this or no life I had to go out every day busy doing lovely things had to be spotless nice clothes doing lovely things I went out for breakfasts lunches dinner theatre days out holiday I had a wonderful life I want it back but I cant even go out everywhere is deafening if only the hyperacusis would go away id be ok still wouldn't like it but id manage I did hear it 24/7 at first now cant hear anything else there must be something to get it down xx where are you in the world

That's a heads up. That's a horrible way to go. It isn't like in the movies. It's extremely painful and there is a chance it won't work. You might want to search the forums because a number of times the details have been listed

Do you mean to jump I know ive been to a place 3 times now got frightened i didn't die but crippled and couldn't even be at home and still have deafening tinnitus if only it would stop let up just a level I could stand I never knew it was so hard to go very desperate now just cant take it day after day already stuck it 2 years 7 months of a living hell I don't even know what set this off x

 

[a.n.kirillov]

I'm at a loss for words. I hope you soon find relieve from this horror that your life has turned into.

 

[Susan Caswell]

I'm at a loss for words. I hope you soon find relieve from this horror that your life has turned into.

Thanks I cant honestly believe how its happened or why I was a normal happy person living a wonderful life I feel cheated out of the rest of my life its terrifying to think cant live with it or how to go but i have to find away I said id give it one year then two but all ive done is get worse and worse and very ill from the anxiety and panic it will never stop but it is like being tortured alive they used noise to torture people they went bonkers I am damned if I will end up insane but this rest of my life would drive me a demented tortured soul I so don't deserve this I don't know how ive stuck it this long it was loud at the start but not like now its was one noise one ear no hyperacusis no pills ne anxiety I still looked like me kept well groomed I was someone who was showered every day bathed everynight I cant even get myself bathed or hair washed I had lovely thick shiny healthy hair to loose it horrific in itself id cope with it all and get off the terrible meds if only it wouls stop let up it would have by now its not let up or stopped once a human being needs quiet peace calm happy I am absolutely destroyed by this I just want it over so frightened and ive never been frightened of anything in my life ever I was a coper one of lifes fixers now cant help myself had the most wonderful relationship for almost 40 years never a crossed word or fall out just wonderful its breaking my heart we should be living a happy carefree life doing all we planned I was the most capable independent person give anyone my last penny oh why did it come just not this id have coped with anything but this its way too much for me I hated noise but this is ridiculous I keep thinking no this cant be happening it will stop I will find cause I have spent thousands trying to sort this no one can find anything but I know something is wrong I an so very scared how long I can take it no life barely eat cant even watch TV or read or go out cant get to hairdressers dentist all important to me and looking my best I just cant end up like this I wish this on no one its suffering on a scale I never knew was possible trust me couldn't I just have got it level other people do live with do everything I did live x

 

[jgm63]

Is there a Cyanide pill and can we get it. I don't know how to get these other things Nembutal SN etc i am suffering deafening tinnitus 4 noises in both ears plus hyperacusis and now crippling anxiety i have gone from so well to totally destroyed this isnt tinnitus like most people seem to have i have that too high pitch hissing i can stand live with have for years but this other is deafening jet plane roaring hammering drilling all so loud my ears are vibrating its horrific the anxiety of it has caused me to loose 2 stone most of my hair body bouncing and shaking jerking i cant get bathed or dressed i cant take the noise 2 years 7 months deafening its is driving me insane and i am damned if i will end up insane i want to die ive tried everything to get this stopped get well live with this its torture on a scale i never knew was possible its going to make me bonkers i was so heathy so well had a wonderful life everything to live for had so much on my bucket list but i cant live in torture this is all i can hear tinnitus doesnt do this to someone dont even know why went to be perfectly ok woke up to deafening tinnitus i can feel this also pounding through my whole body please someone how do i go i can only think jump but dont know where ive found is high enough and no way to gauge the drop and i am terrified i dont die and crippled and still raging noise in my ears this is inhuman suffering i could have taken anything at all but this please someone help me

Hi @Susan Caswell
I've sent you a PM....

 

[Thereisnothing]

Thanks I cant honestly believe how its happened or why I was a normal happy person living a wonderful life I feel cheated out of the rest of my life its terrifying to think cant live with it or how to go but i have to find away I said id give it one year then two but all ive done is get worse and worse and very ill from the anxiety and panic it will never stop but it is like being tortured alive they used noise to torture people they went bonkers I am damned if I will end up insane but this rest of my life would drive me a demented tortured soul I so don't deserve this I don't know how ive stuck it this long it was loud at the start but not like now its was one noise one ear no hyperacusis no pills ne anxiety I still looked like me kept well groomed I was someone who was showered every day bathed everynight I cant even get myself bathed or hair washed I had lovely thick shiny healthy hair to loose it horrific in itself id cope with it all and get off the terrible meds if only it wouls stop let up it would have by now its not let up or stopped once a human being needs quiet peace calm happy I am absolutely destroyed by this I just want it over so frightened and ive never been frightened of anything in my life ever I was a coper one of lifes fixers now cant help myself had the most wonderful relationship for almost 40 years never a crossed word or fall out just wonderful its breaking my heart we should be living a happy carefree life doing all we planned I was the most capable independent person give anyone my last penny oh why did it come just not this id have coped with anything but this its way too much for me I hated noise but this is ridiculous I keep thinking no this cant be happening it will stop I will find cause I have spent thousands trying to sort this no one can find anything but I know something is wrong I an so very scared how long I can take it no life barely eat cant even watch TV or read or go out cant get to hairdressers dentist all important to me and looking my best I just cant end up like this I wish this on no one its suffering on a scale I never knew was possible trust me couldn't I just have got it level other people do live with do everything I did live x

I am in the UK, the West Country, where are you?
You, like me have suffered so much, there are no answers either or solutions, that in itself is a death knell really. Different when there is a way to change things and life, but when everything been taken away from you and cant do a thing to change the situation, its hell.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I remember you Susan. What an absolute nightmare, I'm so sorry. I have tinnitus but nowhere like yours, that sounds like pure hell. I know there's no real treatment for it either. It's awful to suffer from something so relentless, truly awful. I wish I could help.
Please don't answer any ads for cyanide though it's all a scam, no one will sell you that.

 

[Susan Caswell]

I am in the UK, the West Country, where are you?
You, like me have suffered so much, there are no answers either or solutions, that in itself is a death knell really. Different when there is a way to change things and life, but when everything been taken away from you and cant do a thing to change the situation, its hell.

This is hell I am sorry your suffering too I am in North East of England

 

[Thereisnothing]

This is hell I am sorry your suffering too I am in North East of England

Is there any time that the noises ease up/lessen a little, just for a short while, is it always the same volume or does it go up and down in intensity? Do you find it worse when you are in quiet place or with other noise around?

 

[Susan Caswell]

Is there any time that the noises ease up/lessen a little, just for a short while, is it always the same volume or does it go up and down in intensity? Do you find it worse when you are in quiet place or with other noise around?

Hi its never gone up and down just up and up its all I can hear its now deafening jet plane roaring with a hammering and drilling plus hissing the hissing I can stand the other 3 low deep noises i cant tolerate ive got extreme hyperacusis all noise is deafening i cant even stand my own voice or eating cant take tap running a plane way up in the sky and i am indoors drives through me cant stand kettle not even the gas on the cooker. My ears feel full pressure pain with the pounding the anxiety is crippling me the panic is terrible feeling ive never suffered anxiety in my life ever and ive survived cancer ive lost 2 stone most of my hair how can anxiety be that bad you loose your hair ive got so unwell had so many meds and hard to get off them but they have all made this so much worse id have coped if it was like the start its was nothing close to this i still looked like me tried to keep going but when the hyperacusis came it got so loud i couldnt stand it i cant eat or watch TV or go out and i was someone who had to go out every day i had to be spotless nice clothes be doing happy things i loved my life it was wonderful even the hard bits all was good i was so well i will never forget waking up 25 July 2017 to deafening noise i can remember saying to my partner of 40 years please dear god no not tinnitus anything but this i can find no one world wide like this ive spent thousands trying to find out cause or keep calm i have had much medically in my life nothing would have mad me ill like this or take my life but its that bad i hated noise but this is ridiculous level day after day i have to find a way i couldnt take this rest of my life how i wish it would stop and even then id take getting well now from the anxiety or just die in my sleep i am surprised ive not had heart attack with this much anxiety for this long is there anything you can think of to lessen this why couldnt i just have it level i can stand just annoying but liveable but roaring like this and hammering through me i can feel in mess with sleeping pills anxiety meds how i wish it was easy to go ive had enough i cant take anymore x

 

[Deleted member 1465]

This makes my tinnitus seem like nothing, I'm used to it and its annoying, little more. Yours sounds truly awful. As far as I know, the current feeling is that tinnitus is to do with how our brains process sound, perceiving sound when it isn't there because of differences in which areas if the brain are processing emotions. I expect you've already done a lot of your own research and probably know more about it than anyone else.

 

[Susan Caswell]

This makes my tinnitus seem like nothing, I'm used to it and its annoying, little more. Yours sounds truly awful. As far as I know, the current feeling is that tinnitus is to do with how our brains process sound, perceiving sound when it isn't there because of differences in which areas if the brain are processing emotions. I expect you've already done a lot of your own research and probably know more about it than anyone else.

I have ive tried everything and everyone I could find and spent thousands I would truly give every penny away I have if this w n even my partner has tinnitus 3 friends do never bothers any of them me ive been suicidal since the day it started I knew I couldn't live with it or that it would stop I somehow knew it was so loud the day it started I cant believe this is my fate recovered from cancer when they only gave me 2 months to live and that was 40 years ago a big back operation and so much more I feel cheated out of this time of my life when I should be carefree happy doing all we planned I had such a bucket list thought id get to do it all thought id had all my medical quota and more thought id be ok certainly not this cant get away from it cant calm it down I cant function I was so particular with myself I had to be spotless lovely clothes on out busy happy my life was wonderful don't know what i did to deserve this I feel trapped I want my life but I couldn't live with this and want to die and don't know how this is killing me though I did pray for it to stop now I pray I die in my sleep I cant believe I will have to end this myself but I cant go any much longer since I took Diazapam on top of Mirtazapine and Zopilcone this has gone so much worse it was bad but now horrific I can hear nothing now but this its that loud the panic running through me is the most horrible feeling ive ever had in my life I thought chemotherapy was bad I was only ill 9 months with 4 operations and 25 chemotherapy sessions. This came on from nowhere I panicked then and it was nothing like this I knew no cure thought no way I cant be this unlucky all I had already had and survived kept so well really well I was out every day breakfasts lunches dinner theatre days out lovely holidays I now look and feel horrific and I didn't I walked a lot dance class borders for Guide Dogs looked after friends looked after parents I loved and was happiest looking after others how is this fair I know life not fair but this is the cruellest condition I can think of in your ears head its like being in hell I am being tormented to death they used noise as a form of torture it sent people bonkers and that wasn't in their own ears 24/7 for this long its been 2 years 7 months I cant believe its happened I thought we had years of happy ahead of us I just wanted want an normal happy life doing all I did and more but just cant with this its as if ive frozen waiting for it to stop and its not only not stopped but level that I cant live with. I am so sorry I must sound like a crazy person Im not I was a manager worked hard for 38 years was capable independent caring generous happy soul I am terrified if I don't get going this will drive me totally insane I can only think jump or stop eating and drinking so tragic just wish it would could stop and give me a chance to get physically well and off these terrible meds I know I fi hadn't taken them it would have been manageable. What brings you here xx

 

[Thereisnothing]

@Susan Caswell hi again, just a thought but you say you can hear yourself eat. My tinnitus is very much worse when I also have sinus infection and build up of wax in ears, it gets deafening.............have you considered this maybe?

 

[Susan Caswell]

This makes my tinnitus seem like nothing, I'm used to it and its annoying, little more. Yours sounds truly awful. As far as I know, the current feeling is that tinnitus is to do with how our brains process sound, perceiving sound when it isn't there because of differences in which areas if the brain are processing emotions. I expect you've already done a lot of your own research and probably know more about it than anyone else.

No body even on here writes as desperate as this there is nothing I can think of for me that would have made me like this nothing ive overcome so very much just don't know why it came no clue what set this off but its destroying who I was how I was wish it would stop down to like you say annoying but not life threatening millions live with it work go out eat sleep live x

@Susan Caswell hi again, just a thought but you say you can hear yourself eat. My tinnitus is very much worse when I also have sinus infection and build up of wax in ears, it gets deafening.............have you considered this maybe?

Thanks for replying yes ive had everything possible looked into also 2 MRI Scans and a CT Scan 4 consultants 3 tinnitus clinics and every therpapy I could find acupuncture head massage reiki hypnotherapy homeopathy reflexology cranio sacral therapy and 4 spiritual healers you name it ive tried it and so many meds all toxic too many to consider safe I do think all the meds and Zopiclone for sleep has made it the level it is now when it started it was one ear one noise I coped their was no hyperacusis so I could mask it with TV or music or normal sounds I was panicked but much calmer than I am now length of tome has taken a huge toll and the thought of this level of noise for the rest of my life and know I cant the thought is there constant how to end this its not right not healthy but nothing about this is right I was even under the Crisis Team for a year if I ring them now they say nothing they can do go and get busy I cant even get bathed or my hair washed I think I had one bath whole of last year how my wonderful partner is standing me let alone me going on all day begging for help we have had the most wonderful relationship never a crossed word or fall out in almost 40 years how I wish it would stop for him let alone me we have been through so much together this is so wrong no one deserves torture like this xx

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Yeah like I've assumed you've done the research and had the diagnostics to no avail. I don't think they understand enough about it. From what I've read it appears to be caused by aural trauma or by toxic medications.
I'll try and do some research if I can tomorrow but I expect I'll not find anything to help that you don't already know and I don't want to be condescending.
I certainly feel for you and I wish I could help.

 

[noko]

Susan, is the roaring tinnitus continous or does it come and go? I know you said you've looked into everything, but have you had your vitamin b12 levels checked? I have read research that says tinnitus could be caused by b12 deficiency.
"The prevalence of cobalamin deficiency was 47% in the tinnitus with noise-induced hearing loss patients, whereas it was 27% in nontinnitus patients with noise-induced hearing loss."
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4918681/
I really hope this post doesn't bother you if you already knew about this and have tried.

 

[Susan Caswell]

There is no cyanide pill and anyone trying to sell you one is trying to rip you off.

Didn't they give cyanide pill to agents and spies or is that only in the movies

Yeah like I've assumed you've done the research and had the diagnostics to no avail. I don't think they understand enough about it. From what I've read it appears to be caused by aural trauma or by toxic medications.
I'll try and do some research if I can tomorrow but I expect I'll not find anything to help that you don't already know and I don't want to be condescending.
I certainly feel for you and I wish I could help.

Thank you any help id gratefully receive I know I cant take this much longer now x

Susan, is the roaring tinnitus continous or does it come and go? I know you said you've looked into everything, but have you had your vitamin b12 levels checked? I have read research that says tinnitus could be caused by b12 deficiency.
"The prevalence of cobalamin deficiency was 47% in the tinnitus with noise-induced hearing loss patients, whereas it was 27% in nontinnitus patients with noise-induced hearing loss."
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4918681/
I really hope this post doesn't bother you if you already knew about this and have tried.

Thank you for replying yes tried vitamin B12 for months no change I think all the toxic meds to try and calm me down have made the tinnitus and hyperacusis what it is now its continuous its never let up for a moment 2 years 7 months I just cant take it its torture on a scale I never knew possible cant hang on much longer just want this over x

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Tinnitus Talk Support Forum

Talk about tinnitus, pulsatile tinnitus, hyperacusis, and ear pain with us. Compassionate support with the latest research news and treatment options.

www.tinnitustalk.com

Hope for Those with Tinnitus

Having been an audiologist for many years now, often the first comment made by members of the public when discussing tinnitus is “I know there is nothing you can do about it and I just have to learn to live with it”.

www.news-medical.net

Tinnitus reduced or even eliminated by device that resets brain activity

It's just a simple pair of earbuds and some stick-on electrodes, but this device could be what millions of people worldwide have been waiting for – an effective treatment for tinnitus. Human trials have shown precisely timed sounds and weak electrical pulses delivered by the device can reduce or…

newatlas.com

I don't know if you are any support forums but the top link looked quite active.
The cutting edge treatments appear to be devices to try and re-educate the way your brain perceives sound. I've no idea if they are effective though.

 

[Susan Caswell]

Tinnitus Talk Support Forum

Talk about tinnitus, pulsatile tinnitus, hyperacusis, and ear pain with us. Compassionate support with the latest research news and treatment options.

www.tinnitustalk.com

Hope for Those with Tinnitus

Having been an audiologist for many years now, often the first comment made by members of the public when discussing tinnitus is “I know there is nothing you can do about it and I just have to learn to live with it”.

www.news-medical.net

Tinnitus reduced or even eliminated by device that resets brain activity

It's just a simple pair of earbuds and some stick-on electrodes, but this device could be what millions of people worldwide have been waiting for – an effective treatment for tinnitus. Human trials have shown precisely timed sounds and weak electrical pulses delivered by the device can reduce or…

newatlas.com

I don't know if you are any support forums but the top link looked quite active.
The cutting edge treatments appear to be devices to try and re-educate the way your brain perceives sound. I've no idea if they are effective though.

Thank you only thing to help me survive this is for the tinnitus to stop or go down and the hyperacusis to go away its the only way I will calm myself and I cant calm down with the tinnitus raging its louder than any external noise I have ever heard in my life how can I live with that day after day night after night don't know how I am still here its taken terrible toll on my whole health life everything I can do nothing cant function with it its like someone inside my ears hammering them so quick so loud wish I knew whats set this off its nit server like this for anyone just trust me when I think all it had to do was not come me stay as I was I was healthy fit well happy calm with a wonderful life how can this happen how why me this now all was so good I am heart broken and devastated I never knew it was so hard to go how i want this over if only I could stand it but louder and louder its horrific no one should be left suffering like this no one deserves this fate but id don't been good all my life recovered from cancer taken out suicidal with tinnitus but this is more than just tinnitus no one world wide I can find like this it has to stop and just wont why wont it stop I don't even know cause don't know how you can have no ear trouble at all to deafening tinnitus with no cause in minutes I want to die I don't think I can take another night my ears are vibrating its so loud its inhuman left like this ive tried everything and everyone I could find

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Oh Susan, I'm so sorry, I really am.
I can tell you have tried everything.
I'm in a similar (albeit different condition) predicament with my health, but I can see you are desperate. People suggest things to me and its frustrating because I've already tried everything and been at it for four years now.
I wish I could offer more help.

 

[Berlin76]

Is there a Cyanide pill and can we get it. I don't know how to get these other things Nembutal SN etc i am suffering deafening tinnitus 4 noises in both ears plus hyperacusis and now crippling anxiety i have gone from so well to totally destroyed this isnt tinnitus like most people seem to have i have that too high pitch hissing i can stand live with have for years but this other is deafening jet plane roaring hammering drilling all so loud my ears are vibrating its horrific the anxiety of it has caused me to loose 2 stone most of my hair body bouncing and shaking jerking i cant get bathed or dressed i cant take the noise 2 years 7 months deafening its is driving me insane and i am damned if i will end up insane i want to die ive tried everything to get this stopped get well live with this its torture on a scale i never knew was possible its going to make me bonkers i was so heathy so well had a wonderful life everything to live for had so much on my bucket list but i cant live in torture this is all i can hear tinnitus doesnt do this to someone dont even know why went to be perfectly ok woke up to deafening tinnitus i can feel this also pounding through my whole body please someone how do i go i can only think jump but dont know where ive found is high enough and no way to gauge the drop and i am terrified i dont die and crippled and still raging noise in my ears this is inhuman suffering i could have taken anything at all but this please someone help me

Believe me.
You don't want to die by cyanide.
It gives you alot of pain so its not peaceful.

 

[Susan Caswell]

Oh Susan, I'm so sorry, I really am.
I can tell you have tried everything.
I'm in a similar (albeit different condition) predicament with my health, but I can see you are desperate. People suggest things to me and its frustrating because I've already tried everything and been at it for four years now.
I wish I could offer more help.

Thank you as I do for you x

Believe me.
You don't want to die by cyanide.
It gives you alot of pain so its not peaceful.

How can I go its urgent now I cant stay in this torture and I am damned if I will end up insane but this is driving me out of my mind and gone from wonderful happy healthy life full of plans its cruel and suffering like I never knew possible I never knew so hard to go either I want to live and want to die I just cant live with tinnitus like this x Wish someone could help me go this is suffering like I never thought its horrific day after day and I don't even know why or what set it off never thought anything like this could happen to me I was just so well so calm

 

[Thereisnothing]

@Susan Caswell was just going to see how you were......................@Underscore, you Susan and I seem to be resonating on same level.............tried everything, get fed up of folks asking us or telling us try things which already have................its so frustrating isn't it to have tried it all and got every flaming T-shirt to still be met by folks saying 'ah have you tried'..............'Oh you are not positive enough'............blah x3...............we reach a stage where nowt can be done or changed and its so horrible...............I wouldn't wish it on anyone, and yet there is us 3 to start with..................my health is going down rapid and scaring me, yet just have no answers and then what do you do...............the only respite I get (and its sounds nasty cos it is, but that is knowing I'm not alone with this and others have reached this impasse)................makes me feel bad..............hate thought of others suffering so much too, but it does 'help' the feeling helpless a tiny bit.
Hugs and love to you both and all those who also have no more answers to change/help their existence.

 

[jgm63]

Thank you as I do for you x

How can I go its urgent now I cant stay in this torture and I am damned if I will end up insane but this is driving me out of my mind and gone from wonderful happy healthy life full of plans its cruel and suffering like I never knew possible I never knew so hard to go either I want to live and want to die I just cant live with tinnitus like this x Wish someone could help me go this is suffering like I never thought its horrific day after day and I don't even know why or what set it off never thought anything like this could happen to me I was just so well so calm

Well I was sending you some PMs, although you stopped responding.
Can you order things to your home address, or is that a problem due to your husband ?