Is there one thing you want with you when you ctb?

[Heading to Darkness]

As it is nearly my day I was thinking of this and I cant think of anything I want with me, or any last minute crazy thing I would do.
Has anyone got ideas what they may do?

 

[R_N]

No. I don't want to feel attachments when my time is up. It just makes dying seem worse to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I just want to peacefully fall into an eternal sleep and just be forgotten about. The peace of eternal nothingness is all that appeals to me.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I want to have a picture of my family close by. If I choose to CTB, they all will have died. I'd like them to be my last thoughts here.

I'd likely go via SN, so a few other items I think I would go for are: a couple of hot water bottles. I think that would be comforting. I also bought a small canister of oxygen. The whole breathlessness thing scares me but, I don't know if it would help much. I'd also obviously prepare the area- put up notes on the door, set up delayed emails, put down plastic sheeting. Get a bucket ready.

 

[Heading to Darkness]

No, I just want to peacefully fall into an eternal sleep and just be forgotten about. The peace of eternal nothingness is all that appeals to me.

No, I just want to peacefully fall into an eternal sleep and just be forgotten about. The peace of eternal nothingness is all that appeals to me.

yeah i get you I'm just hoping to slip away quietly to end the exhaustion of life

 

[thefinalcut]

My dog's ashes.

 

[Heading to Darkness]

My dog's ashes.

Thats cool

 

[Some place nice]

I hate being alone. I would want someone there to hold me in my last moments, but Ik that can't happen.

 

[Heading to Darkness]

I hate being alone. I would want someone there to hold me in my last moments, but Ik that can't happen.

I hate being alone. I would want someone there to hold me in my last moments, but Ik that can't happen.

we'll be there for you if you need

 

[Mistiie]

As stupid as it sounds? My phone. I'm definitely going to go out watching those shitty Family Guy clips on TikTok LMAO

 

[Heading to Darkness]

As stupid as it sounds? My phone. I'm definitely going to go out watching those shitty Family Guy clips on TikTok LMAO

fair point,i'm hoping to be live streaming when i go so will have with me