Is there anyway I could hide the fact I died ?

[Mmjj219]

As much as I hate my mom but and as much as she doesn't love me either but her motherly instinct won't make her get over my death and I think I don't have enough courage to put her in that situation.

fuck I just want to feel free to end it whenever I wanted.

 

[Nem]

I hear you. Life is a goddamn bitch and a half for anyone that has a conscience
Peace/hugs

 

[Oyoy]

I feel your pain.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

She would likely feel worse if you disappeared. There would be no closure, no certainty.

That said, you cannot own both your feelings and hers. If you can get free of that, you will have true freedom -- freedom to die, or freedom to live more freely.

 

[one4all]

GoodPersonEffed already covered my thoughts. "There would be no closure, no certainty. "
Not knowing can eat away at a person.

 

[autumnal]

"Is there anyway I could hide the fact I died ?"

Sorry, but my mind went here straightaway...