Is there any one thing that would make you not do it?

[old_constant69]

If you could change just one thing in your life would that make you want to stick around?

Wish I could go back in time...
Wish I had a family..
Wish I had a better job or didn't fuck up my current one

If I maybe had or could do just one of those things I probably wouldn't be so miserable. Sorry just some random shit I was thinking.
My job is literally killing me from stress. I've screwed my self over so bad...
I hate going to work, but too afraid of losing my job and too fucked up to look for something else. So pathetic.

 

[Clairvoyance66]

If I had never been taken from my dad when I was little. My mom basically kidnapped me in a custody dispute and even though that's far in my past I can never let go of how horrible the experience was, and I feel guilty for feeling that way because it's not as bad as most of that type of thing, it's not like I was taken by a stranger or locked in a dungeon or tortured. I just lost everything I knew and everyone I trusted and loved in a single day and nothing has ever been the same since and it makes me want to kill myself because if I can't change anything that happened, and I know I can't, I never ever want to have to think about it again. If in this hypothetical situation I couldn't change the past, and I can only change the present... I would change my identity, cut contact with everyone I know, and go live by the ocean. So I'd never have to think about anything or be reminded of anything, so I never have to think about all the awful situations that came about as a result of being taken, I never have to think about the abuse from my mother or her boyfriends, I never have to think about what my life was at all. I could just enjoy nature and construct for myself a new reality.

 

[my-end]

If I somehow first died of unexpected means.
Then I wouldn't.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I could never want to slowly deteriorate from age in a world where there is unlimited potential to suffer, I have enough awareness to recognise that life is just a futile process that isn't worth enduring and such a thing as existing in this world could never appeal to me. No matter what I personally always view it as being preferable to cease existing, life in itself is the true problem and to die would solve everything for me.

 

[samantha16]

If you could change just one thing in your life would that make you want to stick around?

Wish I could go back in time...
Wish I had a family..
Wish I had a better job or didn't fuck up my current one

If I maybe had or could do just one of those things I probably wouldn't be so miserable. Sorry just some random shit I was thinking.
My job is literally killing me from stress. I've screwed my self over so bad...
I hate going to work, but too afraid of losing my job and too fucked up to look for something else. So pathetic.

If I had taken the chance to meet my boyfriend when I had it 2 years ago. Unfortunately, it'll be at least 5 years before I can now due to legal issues (and other issues I can't explain)