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(Like, english isn't my first language, so, by "utensils" i mean easy-to-find/use things that can be found in home)

All those super-talked SN, N, other drugs etc are something that i could never get (either expensive or difficult to find (deep web n' stuff)), so, i was looking for something that i could do without needing be RiCh or having IT knowledge to deep in on the darkweb. Maybe partial hanging? but i struggle to search the right way to do it, and how to do it (would it hurt? be suffering?)

I've tried two times to CTB, first being the CO method using burning charcoal inside my room, and second being CO2 method using vinegar + baking soda inside a trash bag, but all of them ended up being tough to breathe in some way. Would partial hanging deprive me from breathing? All of my attempts on "hang" with a shoelace ended on me having to fight against my will on swallowing.
 
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@SynthPower

Do you not have a firearm at home?

As long as your sure your ready to CTB, A full suspension or drop hanging method might be better and quicker if you get anxiety when being unable to breathe.
 
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Isn't that sort of the point of the methods you mention?
yeah, but being unable to breath is a no-no for me, i start to panic out when that happens
i thought the hanging would make you pass out from it closing you carotid arteries, and not from non-breathing especially
 
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@SynthPower

Do you not have a firearm at home?

As long as your sure your ready to CTB, A full suspension or drop hanging method might be better and quicker if you get anxiety when being unable to breathe.
i don't have access to any firearm, drugs etc
wouldn't a full suspension have non-breathing as an effect too?
 
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It would, but when combined with a drop hang from a high enough point it should cause near instant loss of consciousness. Here is the Megathread on hanging:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/
 
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locked*n*loaded

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eah, but being unable to breath is a no-no for me, i start to panic out when that happens
This is what SI (Survival Instinct) is. Getting past that is usually the hardest thing about suicide.
 
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This is what SI (Survival Instinct) is. Getting past that is usually the hardest thing about suicide.
ok, i had a thought, would it be more bearable if i fill up my lungs before hanging? i've read many times that it takes only 5-10 seconds to pass out when hanging. and i could hold my breath for that time until i pass out

i'll research more, but i couldn't figure out yet where to put the rope, if it's above or under the Adam's Apple, but i'll give it a little try
 
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@SynthPower

Besides the link to the Hanging Megathread posted earlier, there is a active thread about knot placement:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/knot-placement.96422/unread

The Night-Night method also seems like a method gaining increasing interest on the forum.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/
 
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The only full-suspension hanging that I can think of, that really wouldn't cause you any breathing problems, at least breathing problems that you would have time to notice, would be securing a rope, maybe 50 or 100 feet long, around your neck securely, tying the other end of the rope to, say, a bridge, and then jumping from the bridge. The impact of the rope tightening around your neck would, most likely, break your neck. It may even decapitate you. There wouldn't be any breathing issues with this method. A steel cable would work even better.
 
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@SynthPower

Besides the link to the Hanging Megathread posted earlier, there is a active thread about knot placement:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/knot-placement.96422/unread

The Night-Night method also seems like a method gaining increasing interest on the forum.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/
I have seen this night-night megathread before, but i couldn't find the spot (my carotid arteries) when i tried it. Honestly, i do "found" the spot, but i can only make me feel dizzy when using my own hands, never got that effect with a rope.

I'll read it again, i have never seen how big this thread is, it has 45 pages, omg. Thank you
 
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Mine will be here tomorrow. I can tell you my game plan. I got a small round piece of cable with loops on both ends. Run the rope through the eye holes, Then either find a nice place to drop. I THINK I found a really nice place that I have my doubts they ever find me, or maybe someplace way out in the sticks, 300 foot of road, and 200 foot of rope. Simply put, it will be a de capation kind of thing. I think, its the only way to be 100 sure it wont fail. Think I have a solid game plan so it will be a very long time before I am found. I have the rope found, and was just gonna go that route, then someone said something about cable. So I looked around and found just that.
 
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I don´t what you have in your home. But maybe you have a barbeque. The carbon monoxid method is known to be a reliable and peaceful method. You wont have a helium or nitrogen cylinder at home, but maybe it's easy for you to get all things you need for the inert gas method, preferably with diving equipment. Or maybe you have a tourniquet in your first aid kit, that you could use for the carotid method.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/charcoal-method-advice.94265/#post-1655792

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/page-55

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-inhale-nitrogen-gas-from-clinder.94119/
(I can send you a guide)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tourniquet-method.93778/
 
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I don´t what you have in your home. But maybe you have a barbeque. The carbon monoxid method is known to be a reliable and peaceful method. You wont have a helium or nitrogen cylinder at home, but maybe it's easy for you to get all things you need for the inert gas method, preferably with diving equipment. Or maybe you have a tourniquet in your first aid kit, that you could use for the carotid method.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/charcoal-method-advice.94265/#post-1655792

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/page-55

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-inhale-nitrogen-gas-from-clinder.94119/
(I can send you a guide)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tourniquet-method.93778/
I failed when attempted the CO method, it's horrible

And i couldn't get anything from internet (drugs, cylinders, firearms etc) either expensive or just couldn't buy by other reasons

I don't have a first aid kit.

I literally don't have anything that people often mention here on the site, and i can't get those things

Simple methods are rarities, such as the CO2 method with vinegar + baking soda, which didn't work with me

I only have hanging method left, but i'll need to try it by myself to answer some questions (i don't have a rope, but i have other things that can be used as a rope)
 
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befree

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I failed when attempted the CO method, it's horrible
Did you follow the CO guide ? Usually this is one of the most reliable and peaceful methods, when you do it right.
You could order or buy a tourniquet wordwide. Also to order helium or nitrogen and the diving equipment is not a problem. I don´t know why you can´t order anything. Maybe you have problems to receive packages for some reason.
 
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@SynthPower

Do you not have a firearm at home?

As long as your sure your ready to CTB, A full suspension or drop hanging method might be better and quicker if you get anxiety when being unable to breathe.

why ask as if everyone do ?

i was told my kitchen knife method wouldnt work to ctb either, and then get ostracized for not being able to get N, SN or helium.
 
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Did you follow the CO guide ? Usually this is one of the most reliable and peaceful methods, when you do it right.
You could order or buy a tourniquet wordwide. Also to order helium or nitrogen and the diving equipment is not a problem. I don´t know why you can´t order anything. Maybe you have problems to receive packages for some reason.
Yes, i can't buy those things without getting in trouble. And it's expensive asf, i found two nitrogen cylinders, one that costs $2.308,60 and the other costs $1.399,00 on my currency, it's just out of hand for me.

And the CO one.. well, i got a grill and burning charcoal, all set up in my room by the time. But at some point, my room was full of smoke (i couldn't find the word for this in english, idk if it's called steam, fume or smoke or whatever, but you know what i meant) and i couldn't open my eyes and even breathe without suffering to do it. It even broke my AC, since that day when i tried to CTB with CO, my AC couldn't cool up my room. (I'm not 100% sure that is the reason of why my AC stopped working, but ok).

I read many articles saying that people have died when they tried to heat up their room on the cold winter using a grill, but i didn't have success when i tried it.
 
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befree

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Of course many people died by accident, but also many people survived this method with permanent brain damage because they didn´t follow the guide. And since you had problems with hanging, the carotid method with a tourniquet might be an option (amazon US$12,- , brand name: TIME).
It even broke my AC, since that day when i tried to CTB with CO, my AC couldn't cool up my room.
You turned on the air conditioning while you were using the CO method ?
...my room was full of smoke .... and i couldn't open my eyes and even breathe without suffering to do it
All this sounds like you didn´t follow the guide.

➡️ CO guide short version:

You need:

a high quality(!) BBQ + at least 135 g of high quality(!) coal per cubic meter of room air + BBQ lighter + parcel tape or insulation tape + if possible a CO meter that goes up to 10.000 ppm or higher. I would even use two BBQ´s, each with the required amount of coal.

Seal the room perfectly from the inside. Light the BBQ outside. Bring the BBQ inside when the coal is well glowing and no longer smoking.
Put an info on the outside of the door: ☠️ Danger carbon monoxid ☠️. Wait until the CO meter reads 10,000 ppm or go into the room immediately.
 
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